so the peace corp is out
or at least i think it is. My stomach had another episode that has lasted from late friday had an off day then came back with crippling intensity. I had to take a very large vicodin es, naperson, and two muscle relaxers.It seems at least once every week it really acts up and sometimes it acts up for a whole week. i sometimes wish i could have some miracle to fix it so i didnt always have to focus on it. i've tried constant possible changes to fix the problem, it seems impossible.I feel like a cripple, and at times i hate myself. I wonder if there is any cure, and its not stress because i don't have any here. I sometimes hope i never have kids cause i wouldnt wish this pain on rapists or serial killers. Two hous after all that medicine and use of a heating pad i'm still in pain. Ihate my body and it hates me right back.