stressed...
Let's start with the dreams...so I've been having these insane nightmares, where I am a serial killer...unlikely but still terrifying. I was killing people and depositing there corpses in the woods up north in this secret spot I had as a kid. I have no clue why i was killing them, the weird thing is it was a sequence of dreams spanning over the last 6 weeks.
Then there's the other dream where I am being hunted by a serial killer and I have to fight for my life and everyone else's, trying to protect them and keep everyone from being gassed to death, some are skewered. Then to the latest, which i think i understand more... dad's skin graft isn't taking because of his sugar level being over 200... in fact the skin is basically desolving into a puss filled ooze.( this is the reality part)The dream associated with that is going down to Indiana the Land of the Fleas and mom spending 6 hours picking the fleas out of his wounds, the skin graft and where they removed the skin from on his leg because they made him a meal; that one I understand.
In reality I am attempting to haul ass and get all 13 of these papers complete before the 11th, well in reality before the due dates and still be able to have a thanksgiving. One of those papers is 30 pages, one is 15, the rest are 2-3 or 5-8. I feel like a buzz kill because if we go to Indiana I don't know how we're gonna get it all done, I really don't want to spend the money to do it, and I am strongly considering boycotting Thanksgiving and spending it here doing papers.
Prague is a go even if I don't get the Gilman scholarship I was told it will be a little tight but if I budget well It won't be an issue. Now I just need to get a luggage set, Lyd's mom said I could borrow her's but I don't feel right doing that with the knowledge that one of the girls that went last year her's became very damaged.so for the luggage I found a few sets of 4 for under 120 dollars.http://www.bedbathandbeyond.com/product.asp?order_num=-1&SKU=117014&COL=200&RN=528
then i need to get some really great shoes that will keep my feet warm when I'm walking everywhere in the snow. so i'm going to get these in Spice Brown http://www.landsend.com/pp/WeatherlySnowBoots-74290_189253_-1.html
then i need to figure out a way to get this jacket: fern green http://www.landsend.com/pp/WindfallSquallJacket~185756_59.html?bcc=y&action=order_more&sku_0=::FEG&CM_MERCH=SRCH_00001
and then last but not least the camera: http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/B0019V2CR8/ref=ord_cart_shr?_encoding=UTF8&m=A13BNE3P7C8THK&v=glance
I spent alot of time researching what would be the best product, now i just have to figure out the rest.
Lots to do I better stop, stalling.
Then there's the other dream where I am being hunted by a serial killer and I have to fight for my life and everyone else's, trying to protect them and keep everyone from being gassed to death, some are skewered. Then to the latest, which i think i understand more... dad's skin graft isn't taking because of his sugar level being over 200... in fact the skin is basically desolving into a puss filled ooze.( this is the reality part)The dream associated with that is going down to Indiana the Land of the Fleas and mom spending 6 hours picking the fleas out of his wounds, the skin graft and where they removed the skin from on his leg because they made him a meal; that one I understand.
In reality I am attempting to haul ass and get all 13 of these papers complete before the 11th, well in reality before the due dates and still be able to have a thanksgiving. One of those papers is 30 pages, one is 15, the rest are 2-3 or 5-8. I feel like a buzz kill because if we go to Indiana I don't know how we're gonna get it all done, I really don't want to spend the money to do it, and I am strongly considering boycotting Thanksgiving and spending it here doing papers.
Prague is a go even if I don't get the Gilman scholarship I was told it will be a little tight but if I budget well It won't be an issue. Now I just need to get a luggage set, Lyd's mom said I could borrow her's but I don't feel right doing that with the knowledge that one of the girls that went last year her's became very damaged.so for the luggage I found a few sets of 4 for under 120 dollars.http://www.bedbathandbeyond.com/product.asp?order_num=-1&SKU=117014&COL=200&RN=528
then i need to get some really great shoes that will keep my feet warm when I'm walking everywhere in the snow. so i'm going to get these in Spice Brown http://www.landsend.com/pp/WeatherlySnowBoots-74290_189253_-1.html
then i need to figure out a way to get this jacket: fern green http://www.landsend.com/pp/WindfallSquallJacket~185756_59.html?bcc=y&action=order_more&sku_0=::FEG&CM_MERCH=SRCH_00001
and then last but not least the camera: http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/B0019V2CR8/ref=ord_cart_shr?_encoding=UTF8&m=A13BNE3P7C8THK&v=glance
I spent alot of time researching what would be the best product, now i just have to figure out the rest.
Lots to do I better stop, stalling.