this one is for you shane!
this will be the opposite of my 'usual cryptic entries'.
i miss camp already. i feel like i'm 14 again, the way i felt after i left camp that summer is back. i'm going up again next week to volunteer.
things lately have been kind of crazy, but all i know is that i've got my friends who care about me so much and would never do or say anything to deliberately hurt me, and i love them so much for that. i know that these friends will stand by me through everything and be there for me when i'm in PA for college. i'm going to miss shane and lainie like crazy, i don't know what i'm going to do. danielle too, i'll miss our night owlness. and mister bud.
i just feel like i've figured out who i can really rely on these days. some people have changed a bit, but mostly i've changed, and i've learned to realize that i don't have to tolerate the way people treat me. and that's that. it applies to basically everything that has happened in the past two years. i'm not someone that tolerates being stepped all over, and i've let people think that about me for a while now. haha, i'm being a little bit cryptic again, but anyone who is actually still reading this thing knows exactly what i'm talking about. no one needs to guess.
germany in 10 days.
i'm going to go make things with evey's fluff cookbook that she left behind. and not eat them.
and then i'm going to go running, because to tell the truth, i'm getting a little bit fat haha. i've gained so much weight since summer started, its gross.
i am procrastinating so bad about doing laundry and packing for germany and college. ugh. i just am not looking forward to the whole process.
how was that, shane?
i miss camp already. i feel like i'm 14 again, the way i felt after i left camp that summer is back. i'm going up again next week to volunteer.
things lately have been kind of crazy, but all i know is that i've got my friends who care about me so much and would never do or say anything to deliberately hurt me, and i love them so much for that. i know that these friends will stand by me through everything and be there for me when i'm in PA for college. i'm going to miss shane and lainie like crazy, i don't know what i'm going to do. danielle too, i'll miss our night owlness. and mister bud.
i just feel like i've figured out who i can really rely on these days. some people have changed a bit, but mostly i've changed, and i've learned to realize that i don't have to tolerate the way people treat me. and that's that. it applies to basically everything that has happened in the past two years. i'm not someone that tolerates being stepped all over, and i've let people think that about me for a while now. haha, i'm being a little bit cryptic again, but anyone who is actually still reading this thing knows exactly what i'm talking about. no one needs to guess.
germany in 10 days.
i'm going to go make things with evey's fluff cookbook that she left behind. and not eat them.
and then i'm going to go running, because to tell the truth, i'm getting a little bit fat haha. i've gained so much weight since summer started, its gross.
i am procrastinating so bad about doing laundry and packing for germany and college. ugh. i just am not looking forward to the whole process.
how was that, shane?