it's too late

[cinephilechick]

I've never been bad at school before. Now I'm just hoping I can be in the bottom 50% of my class instead of the bottom 25%. And the worst part is that, my position is not due to lack of trying/studying. I am studying and working harder than I have ever before, including during my 290 semester, and I still apparently understand nothing.

I wish being a cinema professor didn't require a graduate degree, then I'd just drop out of law school and get a job.