I write these hear so I dont forget them later. Dont bother reading.

[cinemaxair]

Should've known Id do it again
Now I dont know where to begin
I wanted to make a different route
All I wanted was out
Out of this same shit Ive been going through
A new start with someone new
Someone who gives me a reason to try
and make something new of this pathetic life
You should have seen me cry
Because I have'nt in a long time
That night when I was finally me.
Making you feel like you were a queen.
I must admit this is my specialty.
Failing Miserably.
Ive been spreading myself thin
Where the fuck does this end and I begin.