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[cinemaxair]

When I think.
When i try to go to sleep.
I sometimes hear your feet
Drop what im doing to hear that familiar graceful sweep.
I fell and thats no surprise
Just like when i realized things werent right,
At the drop of a hat I change how I feel
Do you know how that feels to float on a cloud of uncertainty
It Kills.
I cant take this shit.
Im just not fit for it.
You say I take things too seriously but this is me we are talking about.
I wish I could be like you and leave the sad parts out.
Ive made such a mess with this paint brush trying to make the perfect picture.
Should have left out the red cause it puts everything off center.
Next time when i think of you I might actually call.
To tell you what went wrong that fall.
The one where you treated me like gold and gave me everything.
Instead of listening to you talk I stopped to hear her sing.
I keep thinking im empty but some say i got too much
Im overflowing on the inside when i feel her touch.
Just teach me how to use it and I promise we'll make it
I was on the verge about to quit but I really do think we can make it.
Just a little bit further
I never meant to hurt her.