Apr 19, 2006 17:56
So im not sure what the heck is going on right now because guys are being difficult. He is either too young, not the right one, my friend, lost, in another state, or just never gonna work out. SO it kinda sucks and I am getting frustrated with boys and guys and men and ahhhh! I think the entire male gender is against me right now. WHAT DID I DO!? I mean, yeah I have been on this "I am happy being a lone" crap and I am kinda sick of it. I don't like looking for guys cause it never works out that way. I suck at these kind of things. I don't know. I think I am just having withdrawls because I realize that I went from every day hanging out with guys to now hardly any guys to hang out with. I need boys, I havn't grown up with this whole "girly" thing goin. I DON'T LIKE IT!
ESPECIALLY WHEN SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX CALLS ME PUMPKIN!
I just can't deal with this. I feel bad. I don't know what to do with myself. This is why I need to go off to school.
OH! AND
my manager wont let me put my 2 weeks notice in! What the heck is that?! I don't get it.