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so i have decided that I do NOT like drugs or people who do them. I mean, i already knew they messed with your life but having this kind of situatio thrown your way lets me tast a bit of what goes on. In the past week I have experienced some new things that I wish that i hadn't but i guess you learn from yours and other's mistakes. right? I just want to go back to the old Amber who was not around all this crap. People need lives. I need some kind of purpose. I know who and what the answer is I am just afraid to face it. Hopefully this week will be better than last.