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[cindy_lou_who_]

so im back in tally, yay... that was sarcasm... i mean dont get me wrong i love my appartment and seeing my jax, and missi and kyle and amanda and yeah weve gone out partying and its a ton of fun but im all depressy feeling cause i miss talking to people. and i miss all my friends at home. and a whole bunch of people i know have died or are close to it. its just all thouroly depressing and i miss aaron. and i know im supposed to be better off without him and im doing sooo great for having not talked to him. but hes my aaron. well no hes not but i could talk to him and i miss him. and it really sucks because he wouldnt want to talk to me even if i tried... and no i havent so you can all still be proud of me for being strong and leaving it in the past. yay for me. yeah right. but oh well there is nothing i can do about it.

anyway the appartment is awesome and i love my room. and you guys better come visit me! so yeah im done... ill talk to you guys later