sunday
Well heres sunday. i was suppose to have people over but no one came. it was really boring for me to be home. i hate not going to the mall anymore. but it seems i dont have as many friends as i thought. thouse friends i do have hang out with me. but since i cant go to the mall most of them r going to forget me. yes at rockinbowl everyone talks to me but only when i start talking to them. it seems from what it looks like i have 2 friends maybe 3. last night when i was there ashley c and greg where the only 2 people to talk to me without me having to go up to them. nicole b talked to me when i got there and when we where having our ciggs but that was it for the majority of the people. today i was suppose to have cassie keith pat and dawn over but none of them came over so. cassie said her dinner was saturday but it was sunday so thats why she couldnt come over. pat didnt want to come over cause of tims bday dinner. keith i have no idea what happen but its cool. then i asked like 6 other people but they didnt even ask or have stuff planed so there goes me having anyone over. then the thing that pissed me off was when i call cassie tim acted like i couldnt even call her to see how her dinner was. he was like everytime hes with her i call. how do i know hes with her. im not all knowing. if i was i would have a better job and a better life. and then he says well u should have asked me to come over. to everyone one who knows me i cant as many people as i want over cause of shit that happen over the summer. stupid rob walking around my house talking on his celluar telephone. and dave cursing up a storm. i dont blame dave thats how he is. but rob should have known better then to do that. but i think im going to reevaluate who i am going to ask who wants to come over again. i just hope saturday i am able to hang out with the person i am suppose to cause if not them im just going to start up my drinking habit again with the guys i hang out with who r over 21. so thats it for now ill post again. see yall later. Howls from the darkness.