The Truth

Dec 06, 2005 22:25

To tell the truth i was hoping u guys would like to hang out with me now that i cant go to the mall. but i geuss its not going to happen. see this is where its make or break time. i am going to need all of my friends around till i can go to the mall again but when the 3 months r up idk if im going to go back. see this is what has happen to me since friday.

well saturday was boring for me to be home. i cant be home i think even knowing i cant go to the mall anymore i will go out and find something for me to do.

saturday night came and i went to rockinbowl to hang out with my friends but i was still sore. well i started goofing around and hurt my ribs. well that was where my anger set in. i became quit. people did talk to me but they wherent interested in talking to me.

the walk home was interesting. me and matt talked about alot of stuff. 1 thing we talked about was my feelings for cassie. yes i do like her but its not the way i us 2. see the thing about me and her is shes my closest friend. i can talk to her about anything and everything. well see when people have alot in common they date. but the thing about me is i wont do that cause i care for our friendship to much to lose her.

well sunday came and i read her live journal. and i started talking to her and i told her my feeling. see i came clean and told her exactly how i felt about her. well she thought that was nice.

well monday came and i had to work. see i can endure pain but not when its in my chest. well break came and i called cassie. we talked for like 10 mins or so. well day went on and work made my ribs hurt more. well i go ahead and call her and she told me that she broke up with adam. she was upset and i wanted to help her and show her that guys r not all assholes. well i called her later to find out if she was all right. well she was.

well today i go to call her when i got on bbreak and she didnt answer so i texted her and she was shopping with her mom. well i asked her if she wanted to hang out and she said she will c. well then i get out and call her and get a ear load from dawn making me feel bad. well since then i geuss idk i cant get ahold of her. but i think that i have the time to decide if i do go back to the mall. well i got 3 months. lets see what goes on.
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