Things I haven't done yet:
The next chapter of RED. I thought if I wrote about it I would be motivated to, you know, actually write more. Not true. But then again, I had a hellish headcold today and went out for dinner. Last dinner before people start to leave :(
But now I really want to keep going on my angsty angst fic. I wanna see how much angst I can cram in there before I break my friends. Will it have a happy ending? Who knows. I'm ambivalent, becaue I love happy endings, but I like having my heart carved from my chest when the fic ends without a happy conclusion. So, yes, I will pick up angst fic. And maybe even the abo arranged marriage au.
And, damn, that has, like, so many tropes. A/B/O, arranged marriage, royalty, miscommunication, insecurity, threesome. I love it so much.
The Kingsman fandom literally owns me right now and I don't even care. It's not like some other fandoms where I was like 'oh, I'm in it for the long haul but I'm not gonna tell anyone cause I feel shame.' For Kingsmen I don't even care. I think it's fucking ace as.
Things I need to do for angsty mc-angst: A happy alt ending for Ella, and maybe Flice. I mean, she'll still read the happy ending but, like, she'll be fine either way. It's just Ella I'm trying to break irredemably. (I'm a wonderful friend.) Actually, there will be a few alt endings because there are points all over the place where a slight change would've resulted in a happy ending, but I'm avoiding that until I've crushed everyones heart (my own included) beneath my boots.
Also, def. not happy ending that was inspired by one of the reviews saying something like 'Oh no, I hope Harry doesn't think that Eggsy just wants Merlin' and my brain just went Fuck. Yes. *malicious laughter* So, that's a thing I want to do. I mean, I love Harry, but have you ever noticed how in almost all the fics if there's a split between Harry/Merlin/Eggsy, Harry always ends up with someone? And either Eggsy or Merlin are left out? Why can't Harry be left alone and lonely for once?
Things I need for tropefest:
Literally fucking everything.
Have Merlin and Eggsy meet properly. Roxy and Eggsy meeting is done, but I need to find a way to work that back into my plot, which is what's been holding me up for fucking ages. Maybe have Harry and Eggsy fuck again. Stike that. Definitely have Harry and Eggsy fuck again, with the repurcussions being Eggsy feeling even worse about himself, and Harry feeling like he's done something monumentally wrong and Merlin just being all 'Harry, he's you're mate too, it's natural to want him' and maybe/not saying something along the lines of 'i also would not mind fucking him, so if you could facilitate that, thanks.'
Oh, and write the 2nd chapter for Uncle. That Stalion fic has been stalled but I got such a nice review for it I want to write more, even though I'm kind of not really in the Teen Wolf fandom anymore. Ah well, I can use trying to write that as practice for writing on here. :)
Oh, btw - Angsty McAngst is Typecast and Tropefest is Suitable. I'll tag with actual names, but those are what I call them in my head, sooooo....
But now I really want to keep going on my angsty angst fic. I wanna see how much angst I can cram in there before I break my friends. Will it have a happy ending? Who knows. I'm ambivalent, becaue I love happy endings, but I like having my heart carved from my chest when the fic ends without a happy conclusion. So, yes, I will pick up angst fic. And maybe even the abo arranged marriage au.
And, damn, that has, like, so many tropes. A/B/O, arranged marriage, royalty, miscommunication, insecurity, threesome. I love it so much.
The Kingsman fandom literally owns me right now and I don't even care. It's not like some other fandoms where I was like 'oh, I'm in it for the long haul but I'm not gonna tell anyone cause I feel shame.' For Kingsmen I don't even care. I think it's fucking ace as.
Things I need to do for angsty mc-angst: A happy alt ending for Ella, and maybe Flice. I mean, she'll still read the happy ending but, like, she'll be fine either way. It's just Ella I'm trying to break irredemably. (I'm a wonderful friend.) Actually, there will be a few alt endings because there are points all over the place where a slight change would've resulted in a happy ending, but I'm avoiding that until I've crushed everyones heart (my own included) beneath my boots.
Also, def. not happy ending that was inspired by one of the reviews saying something like 'Oh no, I hope Harry doesn't think that Eggsy just wants Merlin' and my brain just went Fuck. Yes. *malicious laughter* So, that's a thing I want to do. I mean, I love Harry, but have you ever noticed how in almost all the fics if there's a split between Harry/Merlin/Eggsy, Harry always ends up with someone? And either Eggsy or Merlin are left out? Why can't Harry be left alone and lonely for once?
Things I need for tropefest:
Literally fucking everything.
Have Merlin and Eggsy meet properly. Roxy and Eggsy meeting is done, but I need to find a way to work that back into my plot, which is what's been holding me up for fucking ages. Maybe have Harry and Eggsy fuck again. Stike that. Definitely have Harry and Eggsy fuck again, with the repurcussions being Eggsy feeling even worse about himself, and Harry feeling like he's done something monumentally wrong and Merlin just being all 'Harry, he's you're mate too, it's natural to want him' and maybe/not saying something along the lines of 'i also would not mind fucking him, so if you could facilitate that, thanks.'
Oh, and write the 2nd chapter for Uncle. That Stalion fic has been stalled but I got such a nice review for it I want to write more, even though I'm kind of not really in the Teen Wolf fandom anymore. Ah well, I can use trying to write that as practice for writing on here. :)
Oh, btw - Angsty McAngst is Typecast and Tropefest is Suitable. I'll tag with actual names, but those are what I call them in my head, sooooo....