wait for the volta

[ciette]

late night hypophrenia reruns
all i see is static

There's a silent sort of sadness
Which takes root at an unfound core of your pulse,
Spreading a black widow's web (invisible) around your limbs
Criss-crossed, tangling, falling,
Crashing inwards into a fallout.

I can't remember when
I lost the feeling in my fingertips,
Or when my knee started shuddering

Comments

[ciette]

Thanks bb, I'll do my best to make that happen! Thankfully I'm still in that stage where I enjoy working on coursework and I'm still greatly interested in it - I hope it stays that way in future too, though the stress is really accumulating now. TT TT yes yes, work more and think less! /drills into mindset

And so it will. It's terrifying how prelims is already coming! But we'll make it through, just like how we made O's. ♥ Let's fight, Yama!!!

[ciette]

That's an interesting take. Heh that's true, when there are worser things to worry about, stress does help to distract myself with! XD haha oh yama you're so optimistic.

2.5 WEEKS TT TT I swear I'm going to be spending 80% on it on coursework. OKAY OKAY gotta multitask like crazy yessss /fistpump

[ciette]

Viewing stress as NOT an adversity and a cure to it instead? XD "lest it actually starts to get you down" XDDD
oh yama, you're really precious ahahaha. ♥

OKAY NOW THAT ADVICE IS WELL GIVEN! when i panic i start to try to do too many things at once. how could i forget that specialisation aids comparative advantage, i learnt that in econs TT TT alskdfjalskdf

[ciette]

"a little" MY DEAR your stress tolerance is truly incredible TT TT AS EXPECTED OF THE OVERACHIEVER!! /bows down to
a;lskdjfas youuu ♥ so sorry that I had to run off after the Jubeat playing that day ; A ; i really didn't mean to abandon you! I have no idea why I'm so busy -- okay I do, it's cause of coursework that I have to push everything to my free blocks. Sorry Yama! ; A ;

LT? b-but that's impossible! lecture at 20% semi-attention, 50% note-taking and 30% dying inside. orz