This is so weird
I'm not a big fan of posting my dreams online. For the most part I don't even remember them which is not necesscarily a bad thing.
But last night, last night I had the dream that really showed me who I am at my core. I always wondered what I would really do if I ever ran into someone who had been really, really cruel to me. I thought I might yell, or maybe even hit or go into a rage, because lets face it I'm not good at dealing with people who don't like me for no reason. I had this dream that she called. She found my number and called. I didn't yell or anything in fact I started to cry, and ask her why? and then she said "I'm sorry. Lets talk"
I don't remember much after that but I do believe that dreams sometimes are signs of the future. I really hope this is one of them.
But that dream helped me make a decision.
Rachel, Mary...I'm sorry that I've been so harsh toward you and so hateful and resentful. I'm sorry for all the things I've said that you never heard. If you ever want to talk to me, I will listen and be as non-judgemental and openminded as you need. I promise from now on that I will pray for you and do what I can to build some respect for you. I will slip and I will not be perfect but I'm hoping by taking the first step and really trying that someday we can that we can be friends.
So just in case you read this my cell phone number is 231-286-8138. You can call anytime it's ok we'll have a good talk I think it'd be a the first step in the right direction.
But last night, last night I had the dream that really showed me who I am at my core. I always wondered what I would really do if I ever ran into someone who had been really, really cruel to me. I thought I might yell, or maybe even hit or go into a rage, because lets face it I'm not good at dealing with people who don't like me for no reason. I had this dream that she called. She found my number and called. I didn't yell or anything in fact I started to cry, and ask her why? and then she said "I'm sorry. Lets talk"
I don't remember much after that but I do believe that dreams sometimes are signs of the future. I really hope this is one of them.
But that dream helped me make a decision.
Rachel, Mary...I'm sorry that I've been so harsh toward you and so hateful and resentful. I'm sorry for all the things I've said that you never heard. If you ever want to talk to me, I will listen and be as non-judgemental and openminded as you need. I promise from now on that I will pray for you and do what I can to build some respect for you. I will slip and I will not be perfect but I'm hoping by taking the first step and really trying that someday we can that we can be friends.
So just in case you read this my cell phone number is 231-286-8138. You can call anytime it's ok we'll have a good talk I think it'd be a the first step in the right direction.