I AM THE SMARTEST MAN ALIVE

[cidplissken]

No, seriously, I feel like high school was the biggest waste of four years. Now that I'm out, I just want to get my voice heard, only no one will listen to me because I'm uneducated. Go figure. I got a free book in the mail a couple weeks ago, don't know if I posted about it. The Last Free Man in America Meets the Synthetic Subversion. It's the autobiography of Gatewood Gailbrath, he spoke at the Reefer Rumble back in October. He ran for governor of Kentucky and drove the hemp car with Willie Nelson. All of their accomplishments seem to be in vain though because the laws still haven't changed. Plus they just recriminalized marijuana in Cincinnati. What a crock of shit. I was thiking about talking about that at the comedy thing, only everyone wants to laugh, not get preached at about how bull shit and backwards the laws are. Unless you can find the humor in that. I'd really like to grow marijuana too because I've done it before, it's real easy to do, plus I could grow really good pot, give it to my friends trying to get off heroin to help with their withdrawals, not to mention my lower back pains. Only I don't want my parents house to be confiscated in the War on Drugs. I'm on probation too so if I fail a drug test, or get caught with marijuana, or drinking underage, I just go back to jail. It's bull shit I'm old enough to go off and die for the country but not old enough to enjoy a nice cold (or warm) glass of beer with dinner, life is hard enough without all this bull shit added anxiety. Sure I partied too hard a few months back, but you live, you learn, you settle down, and I've been trying real hard to get my life back, only I can't fucking relax because I feel like any move I make I'll just get arrested. So I stay at home, work, sleep, pay taxes, and buy into their bull shit. I'm smart enough to know that I'd rather be stoned, relaxed, having a good time, becuase at any fucking minute there could be some nuclear/hydrogen/neutron bomb going off killing us all. It's war they want, and it's a war they've got, seriously, at the same time there are trees being cut down to grow more shopping malls so doesn't it seem like they would want to plant more trees (cannabis sativa) to help the depleting ozone. I don't know what more I could say, I could revise, rewrite/edit this, only what would be the point it's all been said before only no one listens. I don't know what i want to study back at school except for art and language, but I'd really like to travel to get the whole cultural experience along with it. Ah fuck it, what's the point. I'm going to sleep, my mom bought me a new futon cover today and it's hot and fresh out the dryer. Peace

PS I also feel like the world's biggest asshole.