Have a Crayon
Color me dismal. Anyway, i got a job... i deliver pizza! hahahaaaaaa...sigh. Sure I get tips but I mean, who takes pizza delivery people seriously? Thats what I thought.
Good news though, I am still alive. Because even when I feel like a shmuck there are things I still have =) that i look forward too, love being one of them
I guess I feel so bad because I feel like I fail people. I still need to buy plane tickets to Washington State, but i have to ask for days off now. I am sure I will get them off but I wish I didn't have to work so I could be up there the entire summer.Now I have disapointed Lisa and she sometimes doesn't believe I'll be up at all. I should have done something great by now, made some great film. I am better than this.
Plus I disapointed my friend Trevor because i was gonna show him around UNT and now I can't this weekend because I have to work.
How do I gain people's trust back?
One day I swear I will be the best at what I do, and it will be spectaclar...
Good news though, I am still alive. Because even when I feel like a shmuck there are things I still have =) that i look forward too, love being one of them
I guess I feel so bad because I feel like I fail people. I still need to buy plane tickets to Washington State, but i have to ask for days off now. I am sure I will get them off but I wish I didn't have to work so I could be up there the entire summer.Now I have disapointed Lisa and she sometimes doesn't believe I'll be up at all. I should have done something great by now, made some great film. I am better than this.
Plus I disapointed my friend Trevor because i was gonna show him around UNT and now I can't this weekend because I have to work.
How do I gain people's trust back?
One day I swear I will be the best at what I do, and it will be spectaclar...