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I have to retake my Cinema & Art class too now because I got a D in it.
Parents are not going to be happy with me.
One of my final grades wasn't submitted for some reason so I have a C+, a D, an F, and some stupid M on my grades page.
I really screw this all up. I don't know why I let myself get so absorbed by stress this quarter. What a waste of two months. I have to do practically all of it all over again. And then find out what this stupid M business is about.
I wasted $3,000 of my parent's money.
..so I'm going to start looking for a job that I can hopefully start immediately after Otakon and then work my ass off.
I don't even know what to do now. Do I even bother continuing with this animation stuff? After taking these classes, I just feel so dejected.. and like my heart isn't in it anymore. But I have to go to school.. I just have nothing else I'm good enough at to pursue.
Now *I* don't even feel like going to Soycon tomorrow.
Parents are not going to be happy with me.
One of my final grades wasn't submitted for some reason so I have a C+, a D, an F, and some stupid M on my grades page.
I really screw this all up. I don't know why I let myself get so absorbed by stress this quarter. What a waste of two months. I have to do practically all of it all over again. And then find out what this stupid M business is about.
I wasted $3,000 of my parent's money.
..so I'm going to start looking for a job that I can hopefully start immediately after Otakon and then work my ass off.
I don't even know what to do now. Do I even bother continuing with this animation stuff? After taking these classes, I just feel so dejected.. and like my heart isn't in it anymore. But I have to go to school.. I just have nothing else I'm good enough at to pursue.
Now *I* don't even feel like going to Soycon tomorrow.