Oct 14, 2005 08:49
well i'm madly and deeply in love with chris...
it's probablly the worst feeling knowing that in
less than 2 months, i'll wake up and he'll be gone
i'm going to miss him so much... he means the world
to me....
we got in a huge fight the other night, and i said
something that really hurt his pride, and to any one
who knows chris his pride is a very big thing to him
we didn't talk ot each other for a while, until yesterday
when we finally talked and he said sorry for not calling
and that the other night was over and done with.. i adore him
school is shitty but my grades are great... i really don't mind
it that much any more....
some wierd things have been going on lately, and i'm not sure
what to make of them but i really need to start thinking about
what i'm doing here... and in my life in general....
....