so i'll probablly start updating this a little more....

[churlish_porter]

in my interactive media class this is the only thing i can get into...
it won't let me go to my myspace which i update all the time..
so ya i'll probablly update this more...

me and craig broke up forever ago... that shows u how long it's been
since i updated this.. i'm kinda dating this guy who is leaving in january
for the marine core... it makes me really sad because we are perfect together
and are alike in all the right ways... i adore him very much

i got my license.. then got it taken away... and crashed my car.... lovely ain't it...

i haven't really been up to a lot i suppose just the regular bull shit...
i hve to much going on right now.. i miss just spending time with my friends,
but lately it just seems like a chore... because i have to find a ride then we have to
find something to do.. and i don't know i'm just getting sick of dealing with people...

i'm in need of a good steady boyfriend who i can get along with... i found one but of
course there's an issue there... i don't know i'm already sick of this single bull shit...
i miss knowing i have some one always there for me, and someone who cares about me..
and the guy i'm kinda dating cares about me but hes leaving in 4 months and who knows how
long it will be till i see him again... just my luck....