Just to Dense Ch.4
Title: Just to dense
Author: chubbycheeks215
Rating: T
Pairing: Yamashi, Umichi
Summary: After being together for 3 years Mirai finally says she knows how he still loves his ex-gf and tells him to go to her. But even after Ryosuke leaves all he can seem to be thinking of is Mirai, could he really NOT be over his ex girlfriend? Or is it just friendship?
A tire Mirai slowly opened her eyes to see a white ceiling that was unfamiliar to her and a consistent beeping noise. Wondering where she was and confused why she was there she turned her head to get a better glimpse of her surrounding. Her eyes went wide, right in front of her was a sleeping Ryosuke. At a loss for words and confused why she was in a hospital, moreover laying in a bed with all these things attached to her she talked to herself. “Why am I here...Wy is HE here?” she was astonished,, why would HE be here WITH HER? Unknown to her, a certain brown eyed man sat staring at her, woken from his slumber by her unusual conversation with herself.
“I’m here because I brought you here.”
Slowly, Mirai turned her head to look back at the man that was sleeping just moments ago. With a shocked face she stared at him.
“Why?” She asked.
“Why did I bring you here? Should I not have? I thought it would have been bad to leave you on your kitchen floor past out.” He was mocking her! She was sure of it.
“No, I mean, Why are you still here, with me, in this room.” It may have sound quite hostile but she didn’t feel very comfortable with him in the same room as her.
“Do you think you are in any position to ask me the questions? I should be the one asking them. Are you hiding something from me Mirai?” She was nervous, very nervous. She really couldn’t tell wether or not he just wanted to hear the words come from her because he already found out, or he was really suspicious over something, but didn’t know what it was.
She stayed quiet, like she always did when she didn’t know how to answer. She was scared, what would happen once it was confirmed it was his child. She wasn’t ready for that, she wasn’t ready for this at all.
“3 months huh” So he knew, she stared at him and she stared back. But this staring contest was getting them no where and she knew she wouldn’t win even if she had tried.
Getting up from his seat beside her bed he spoke before leaving.
“I called Chinen to let him know I brought you to the hospital. Turns out he and Umika already knew the situation you were in before I did, I still have a lot of questions. I’ll be back tonight.” He finished his little speech and walked out the room without another word shared between the two.
She was confused, no that wouldn’t be the right word. She was blocked. Blocked to think for herself, she had many ideas on how she could move away to another country and work there. She could no longer think like that. This wasn’t a decision she had the right to make, yes she was the child's mother, but if she moved away she would be making the gap between the child and his or her father even larger. Would she have the right to call herself a mother if she had done that? Wouldn’t that make her loose the right to call herself a mom? Choosing her own happiness her own comfort over her child, that would be wrong. Even if she had the guts to take the child further from its father, would SHE have the heart to be so far away from him?
Mirai couldn’t handle her thoughts. Everything was a mess, she never had this planned. She was so ready to leave, to let both him and her be free, but this was a bit difficult now considering her situation. Smiling, an odd time to smile but she was, a memory, a far off memory that suddenly reappeared made her smile.
A little girl and boy around the age of 6 were covered in sand, well this was the cause of them playing in the sand box just minutes ago across the other side of the park. Though covered in sand and being a mess, both didn’t mind at all.
“Ne, Ryosuke, mommy says when we grow up and have kids of our own we have to name them, come up with a name with ALL our heart.” A little girl with pigtails spoke to the boy beside her, who's hand was holding hers.
“I don’t know.....I think it depends if its a boy a girl right?” stated the young boy.
“Un, so what if its a boy?” Questioned the girl, getting more and more curious.
“Tsubasa?” He said it more like a question, unsure of wether or not that was a good name, but he nodded then smiled and repeated the name as though to confirm it.
“SHIDA MIRAI DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED ME AND MY SHORT HUSBAND WAS?!”...and that brought an end to her reminiscing. Sighing, she opened her eyes to the owner of the voice. Umika, of course. “WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS INVOLVE MY HEIGHT?!” and her husband......
“I’m sorry.” She said breaking their little couple argument.
“Do you know how worried we were? I almost fainted when we got back but didn’t find you there, then to get a call from RYOSUKE saying he had to bring you to the hospital? Why didn’t you call for us if you needed help?’ Umika sure could say a mouthful of things in just one take of air.
“I’m sorry how I worried you, no I didn’t mean to have Ryosuke bring me. He apparently found me unconscious, and before you ask, No I have no idea why he was in the house.” Mirai explained, trying to calm her overly worried friend down.
“Mirai, do you know what condition you are in?” Chinen seemed to push Umika aside for a moment to make sure she was fine.
“Not the slightest. I woke up in the hospital, I haven’t even seen a doctor aside from when they passed by and noticed I woke up...” Now she was getting curious, no one had told her why she was there, and Ryosuke seemed to have left before she thought to ask, hey you can’t blame her she was in shock.
On exact perfect timing a doctor stepped in. “Excuse me may we know what condition Shida Mirai is in?” Chinen asked, anxious to make sure there wasn’t really anything life threatening about her fainting.
“Could you please state your relation to her.” The doctor asked.
“We are close friends.”
“I’m sorry, we can only give out information on patients to their family members.”
“Excuse me, I understand the safety principals on not letting information out to strangers, but the patient herself says she does not know her own condition.” He explained to the doctor, hoping he would understand and tell them.
“But sir. her husband knows her condition, it would be odd if he didn’t tell her.” The doctor was staring at Chinen like he was some kind of kid.
“Husband? Do you mean the man that brought her here? Dr. he is her............ok I see her husband...I understand I’ll call him instead.” Bowing he walked away.
He walked back towards Mirai’s bed not understanding what exactly was going on in Ryosuke’s mind to lie and act as though they were still married. Could it possibly be.....Ryosuke likes Mirai but hasn’t noticed it? If so that would make so much sense......the time he would run to her when ever she needed him but he had a girlfriend, or how she was the on;y one he would go when he needed to cry. It could be possible, considering how dense he is.......he might have been convincing himself that it was just because of friendship, but if that was the case then what about Suzuka? His mind was working hard trying to solve this jigsaw puzzle.
“Mirai.......Ryosuke told the hospital that...you guys are married...” Said Chinen.
“WHAT?!” well he did expect that reaction...just not from Umika.
“I had a feeling......Both of you listen...He knows I’m pregnant.” She felt nervous to find out how they would react, yell at her, stay silent?
“Well, you couldn't have possibly been planning to hide it from him forever. I mean the kid DOES need a dad.” Umika and Chinen smiled, assuring her everything thing would be okay.
Sadly they both couldn’t stay. So Mirai sat in her bed looking at the clock tick away, showing that time wasn’t stopping. 7pm......Mirai sat there waiting for him to arrive and get things settled.
Eyes closed, hands folded above her stomach, how wonderful it would be if he actually loved her instead she thought. If it was like that maybe this child would have been surrounded by its parents love where ever he or she turned. Mirai couldn’t help but feel apologetic, toward this child she was carrying towards Ryosuke, she felt as though it would have been better if she never married him for her own selfishness knowing his intentions. Would things be different? If they never married? Would Ryosuke be married to Suzuka right now, would Umika have a child already with Chinen? How different would this world have been if they never got married?
xX[Suzuka’s House]Xx
“Suzu~” Ryosuke said in his sing song voice.
She knew that he would only use that when he had something she wouldn’t be pleased with to say. Turning around she put on a questioning face, as if to say ‘just tell already’. Pouting Ryosuke went up to her. “Why do you look so mad Suzu~?” Oh he was good, real good, but even so she knew better.
“Fine....I have to go out tonight.” Ryosuke said, slowly stepping away from the girl. He knew what happened when she got mad, and well it was most definitely not the prettiest sight to see.
“Why?” Her voice suddenly became menacing.
Scared, Ryosuke decided it was best to keep at least a yard away from the girl. “Because it’s important so please Suzuka? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!” he said slowly stepping back towards the door, and before she could even give him an answer, he swiftly walked out practically running to his car before she could catch him.
“Mirai” An all to familiar voice said, interrupting her thoughts. She opened her eyes to see the the guest well...visitor she was waiting for. Deciding to take a seat Ryosuke pulled up the chair beside Mirai and sat down. Both were silent not knowing what to say, yet the silence felt comfortable. Oddly enough, somehow they both agreed on staying silent for a little while, enjoying it. Sadly, it was obvious that there was business to be settled.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked her serious and determined to know why.
“Your happy now......I don’t want to destroy that.” Mirai was careful of the words she had chosen.
“Do you think us having a child would destroy my happiness?” He had no idea what he was saying, both were shocked. He didn’t understand why...but somehow...he was happy....
“What?.......” Mirai stared at him not understanding yet still understand what he said but not why he said it...
Author: chubbycheeks215
Rating: T
Pairing: Yamashi, Umichi
Summary: After being together for 3 years Mirai finally says she knows how he still loves his ex-gf and tells him to go to her. But even after Ryosuke leaves all he can seem to be thinking of is Mirai, could he really NOT be over his ex girlfriend? Or is it just friendship?
A tire Mirai slowly opened her eyes to see a white ceiling that was unfamiliar to her and a consistent beeping noise. Wondering where she was and confused why she was there she turned her head to get a better glimpse of her surrounding. Her eyes went wide, right in front of her was a sleeping Ryosuke. At a loss for words and confused why she was in a hospital, moreover laying in a bed with all these things attached to her she talked to herself. “Why am I here...Wy is HE here?” she was astonished,, why would HE be here WITH HER? Unknown to her, a certain brown eyed man sat staring at her, woken from his slumber by her unusual conversation with herself.
“I’m here because I brought you here.”
Slowly, Mirai turned her head to look back at the man that was sleeping just moments ago. With a shocked face she stared at him.
“Why?” She asked.
“Why did I bring you here? Should I not have? I thought it would have been bad to leave you on your kitchen floor past out.” He was mocking her! She was sure of it.
“No, I mean, Why are you still here, with me, in this room.” It may have sound quite hostile but she didn’t feel very comfortable with him in the same room as her.
“Do you think you are in any position to ask me the questions? I should be the one asking them. Are you hiding something from me Mirai?” She was nervous, very nervous. She really couldn’t tell wether or not he just wanted to hear the words come from her because he already found out, or he was really suspicious over something, but didn’t know what it was.
She stayed quiet, like she always did when she didn’t know how to answer. She was scared, what would happen once it was confirmed it was his child. She wasn’t ready for that, she wasn’t ready for this at all.
“3 months huh” So he knew, she stared at him and she stared back. But this staring contest was getting them no where and she knew she wouldn’t win even if she had tried.
Getting up from his seat beside her bed he spoke before leaving.
“I called Chinen to let him know I brought you to the hospital. Turns out he and Umika already knew the situation you were in before I did, I still have a lot of questions. I’ll be back tonight.” He finished his little speech and walked out the room without another word shared between the two.
She was confused, no that wouldn’t be the right word. She was blocked. Blocked to think for herself, she had many ideas on how she could move away to another country and work there. She could no longer think like that. This wasn’t a decision she had the right to make, yes she was the child's mother, but if she moved away she would be making the gap between the child and his or her father even larger. Would she have the right to call herself a mother if she had done that? Wouldn’t that make her loose the right to call herself a mom? Choosing her own happiness her own comfort over her child, that would be wrong. Even if she had the guts to take the child further from its father, would SHE have the heart to be so far away from him?
Mirai couldn’t handle her thoughts. Everything was a mess, she never had this planned. She was so ready to leave, to let both him and her be free, but this was a bit difficult now considering her situation. Smiling, an odd time to smile but she was, a memory, a far off memory that suddenly reappeared made her smile.
A little girl and boy around the age of 6 were covered in sand, well this was the cause of them playing in the sand box just minutes ago across the other side of the park. Though covered in sand and being a mess, both didn’t mind at all.
“Ne, Ryosuke, mommy says when we grow up and have kids of our own we have to name them, come up with a name with ALL our heart.” A little girl with pigtails spoke to the boy beside her, who's hand was holding hers.
“I don’t know.....I think it depends if its a boy a girl right?” stated the young boy.
“Un, so what if its a boy?” Questioned the girl, getting more and more curious.
“Tsubasa?” He said it more like a question, unsure of wether or not that was a good name, but he nodded then smiled and repeated the name as though to confirm it.
“SHIDA MIRAI DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED ME AND MY SHORT HUSBAND WAS?!”...and that brought an end to her reminiscing. Sighing, she opened her eyes to the owner of the voice. Umika, of course. “WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS INVOLVE MY HEIGHT?!” and her husband......
“I’m sorry.” She said breaking their little couple argument.
“Do you know how worried we were? I almost fainted when we got back but didn’t find you there, then to get a call from RYOSUKE saying he had to bring you to the hospital? Why didn’t you call for us if you needed help?’ Umika sure could say a mouthful of things in just one take of air.
“I’m sorry how I worried you, no I didn’t mean to have Ryosuke bring me. He apparently found me unconscious, and before you ask, No I have no idea why he was in the house.” Mirai explained, trying to calm her overly worried friend down.
“Mirai, do you know what condition you are in?” Chinen seemed to push Umika aside for a moment to make sure she was fine.
“Not the slightest. I woke up in the hospital, I haven’t even seen a doctor aside from when they passed by and noticed I woke up...” Now she was getting curious, no one had told her why she was there, and Ryosuke seemed to have left before she thought to ask, hey you can’t blame her she was in shock.
On exact perfect timing a doctor stepped in. “Excuse me may we know what condition Shida Mirai is in?” Chinen asked, anxious to make sure there wasn’t really anything life threatening about her fainting.
“Could you please state your relation to her.” The doctor asked.
“We are close friends.”
“I’m sorry, we can only give out information on patients to their family members.”
“Excuse me, I understand the safety principals on not letting information out to strangers, but the patient herself says she does not know her own condition.” He explained to the doctor, hoping he would understand and tell them.
“But sir. her husband knows her condition, it would be odd if he didn’t tell her.” The doctor was staring at Chinen like he was some kind of kid.
“Husband? Do you mean the man that brought her here? Dr. he is her............ok I see her husband...I understand I’ll call him instead.” Bowing he walked away.
He walked back towards Mirai’s bed not understanding what exactly was going on in Ryosuke’s mind to lie and act as though they were still married. Could it possibly be.....Ryosuke likes Mirai but hasn’t noticed it? If so that would make so much sense......the time he would run to her when ever she needed him but he had a girlfriend, or how she was the on;y one he would go when he needed to cry. It could be possible, considering how dense he is.......he might have been convincing himself that it was just because of friendship, but if that was the case then what about Suzuka? His mind was working hard trying to solve this jigsaw puzzle.
“Mirai.......Ryosuke told the hospital that...you guys are married...” Said Chinen.
“WHAT?!” well he did expect that reaction...just not from Umika.
“I had a feeling......Both of you listen...He knows I’m pregnant.” She felt nervous to find out how they would react, yell at her, stay silent?
“Well, you couldn't have possibly been planning to hide it from him forever. I mean the kid DOES need a dad.” Umika and Chinen smiled, assuring her everything thing would be okay.
Sadly they both couldn’t stay. So Mirai sat in her bed looking at the clock tick away, showing that time wasn’t stopping. 7pm......Mirai sat there waiting for him to arrive and get things settled.
Eyes closed, hands folded above her stomach, how wonderful it would be if he actually loved her instead she thought. If it was like that maybe this child would have been surrounded by its parents love where ever he or she turned. Mirai couldn’t help but feel apologetic, toward this child she was carrying towards Ryosuke, she felt as though it would have been better if she never married him for her own selfishness knowing his intentions. Would things be different? If they never married? Would Ryosuke be married to Suzuka right now, would Umika have a child already with Chinen? How different would this world have been if they never got married?
xX[Suzuka’s House]Xx
“Suzu~” Ryosuke said in his sing song voice.
She knew that he would only use that when he had something she wouldn’t be pleased with to say. Turning around she put on a questioning face, as if to say ‘just tell already’. Pouting Ryosuke went up to her. “Why do you look so mad Suzu~?” Oh he was good, real good, but even so she knew better.
“Fine....I have to go out tonight.” Ryosuke said, slowly stepping away from the girl. He knew what happened when she got mad, and well it was most definitely not the prettiest sight to see.
“Why?” Her voice suddenly became menacing.
Scared, Ryosuke decided it was best to keep at least a yard away from the girl. “Because it’s important so please Suzuka? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!” he said slowly stepping back towards the door, and before she could even give him an answer, he swiftly walked out practically running to his car before she could catch him.
“Mirai” An all to familiar voice said, interrupting her thoughts. She opened her eyes to see the the guest well...visitor she was waiting for. Deciding to take a seat Ryosuke pulled up the chair beside Mirai and sat down. Both were silent not knowing what to say, yet the silence felt comfortable. Oddly enough, somehow they both agreed on staying silent for a little while, enjoying it. Sadly, it was obvious that there was business to be settled.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked her serious and determined to know why.
“Your happy now......I don’t want to destroy that.” Mirai was careful of the words she had chosen.
“Do you think us having a child would destroy my happiness?” He had no idea what he was saying, both were shocked. He didn’t understand why...but somehow...he was happy....
“What?.......” Mirai stared at him not understanding yet still understand what he said but not why he said it...