Missed Chances Ch.12
Fanfic: Missed Chances
Rating: not sure....
Pairing: Yamashi, Umichii
Summary:......just check the other chaps for the summary area >.<
xxxxx(Mirai’s POV)xxxxx
It was just yesterday I found my self on a hospital bed, with Ryosuke continuously asking question on what I seem to remember and have forgotten. All I could really understand was that Mariya forcefully kissed him and how I ran off. To many things are crowding in my mind, how could I possibly forget my own child? What happened these past years? Why am I living with Ryosuke?
“Yumi has been asking about you. She doesn’t seem used to not having you around even for a day.” He was smiling, as though he just read a book with an ending that pleased him, but what if I never get my memories back? what would happen then?
“Come on don’t make such a face, what are you worried about? Hmm?”
How am I suppose to tell him ‘I don’t know if I can do this’ if he looks at me with those eyes.
“Yumi, does she look like us?”
“She looks just like a small replica of you, though you always say she looks like me”
Yumi, our daughter.........what do you say to your child when you don’t even remember them? Do I just pick her up twirl her and say Mama’s home?
“You always have that face on when you worry over something, trust me everything will be just fine, ok?” Smiling he grabbed my hand and gripped it.
xxxxx(Umika’s POV)xxxxx
Yumi is just the cutest thing ever, Im honestly jealous of Mirai. I wish them the best though, to get through this.
“Hehehe, Umika~” A pair of arms slid around my waist, of course they belonged to none other than Chinen.
“Ne, Chi do you think they will be fine?” Truthfully I am concerned, how much longer can they hold on?
“Baka~ the two of them will overcome this, they made it past everything else, whats to stop them from overcoming this?” Chi always made things better.
“I wonder how much longer fate will toy with those two, they deserve a happy ending already.”
Good luck Mirai-chan,Ryo-kun.
xxxxx(Chinen POV)xxxxx
Ryo you better get through this....
xxxx(Ryosuke’s POV)xxxxx
I won’t, I refuse to give into this. I’m not letting her slip through my fingers again, not like I had last time. I will do anything it takes to get through this with her, we will prove that no matter what we can do it.
Standing in front of our door, both to frightened to open it. Never in my life have I been so afraid of a door, well aside from the time Chinen slammed the door open without knowing I was standing on the other end........But thats different.
Slowly I reached for Mirai’s hand and grasped it, my other hand reaching for the door knob, and slowly I decreased the gap between us and the doorway.
“PAPA!!!”
This was it, the starting point of this new challenge. Of course I welcome it with open arms.
Picking up Yumi who was staring at Mirai. Though no words were said, anyone could tell just by looking. Yumi OUR Yumi was staring at her mother, with eyes that were asking for her to carry her. This small child in my arms, knew what had happened, she understood. How smart she was....just like Mirai. Her eyes were begging, begging for the mama she knew to take her in her arms and say ‘tadaima’ but to our dismay Mirai was only staring back at her.
I always knew I would probably never be able to understand that hidden message, or whatever their staring was replacing. Just like Chinen and I would just stare at Mirai and Umika but not understand what their hidden messages were, this was exactly like that. Honestly, I don’t think I really do want to know what they are exchanging through those looks. Sometimes, if we don’t understand things, it should stay as a unknown thing to us.
xxxxx(Mirai’s POV)xxxxx
It’s strange, this child she looked at me with eyes that were the most stunning thing in the world. This child is my own flesh and blood. Her face was so much like my own to the point where it was shocking.
Staring back at her, I felt as though I had a need to hold her in my arms and never let her go. Is this what I had forgotten? Was this what it felt like to be a mother? Looking at this child had guilt spread through me, I forgot my own child, I forgot what happened between Ryosuke and I these past years.
“Mama, Okairi” She said as she smiled and opened her arms for a hug.
Without a second thought I took her in my arms as well as Ryosuke. It felt right, maybe just maybe, I can get through this with Ryosuke and Yumi by my side.
xxxxx(Chinen’s POV)xxxxx
It’ll be okay, I’ll continue to think that as long as those three are together. It s nice seeing them like this but....HOW MUCH LONGER DO THEY PLAN ON SICKENING ME?? I guess I have to go to extreme measures......
“COUGH COUGH” There that did it, the three turned to stare at me and Umika thatts only a few feet away.
Out of no where a hand came towards the back of my head and smack.........whining in pain I turned to see my Umika glaring at me........
“You idiot why would you ruin their wonderful moment READ THE ATMOSPHERE!”
She was mad reallll mad........
“But Umi~ It was making me sick!!!” I was telling the truth 100%
“Don't UMI~ me! You make me kiss you in public!” Oh well now she isn’t being fair...
“But when we do it, it looks like the best scene out of a movie came out~” please oh please have this work on her.......
YAY IT DID, she was giggling while Mirai, Yumi and Ryo were laughing their butts off.
Things will be okay. In the end they will be okay, and that’s a fact. I never lie.
xxxxxxx
Its bad i'm so sorry I know it is >.< But i still tried to write this chapter T~T because it seems like people like this Fic more than my other one ><
-ChubbyCheeks~ <3
Rating: not sure....
Pairing: Yamashi, Umichii
Summary:......just check the other chaps for the summary area >.<
xxxxx(Mirai’s POV)xxxxx
It was just yesterday I found my self on a hospital bed, with Ryosuke continuously asking question on what I seem to remember and have forgotten. All I could really understand was that Mariya forcefully kissed him and how I ran off. To many things are crowding in my mind, how could I possibly forget my own child? What happened these past years? Why am I living with Ryosuke?
“Yumi has been asking about you. She doesn’t seem used to not having you around even for a day.” He was smiling, as though he just read a book with an ending that pleased him, but what if I never get my memories back? what would happen then?
“Come on don’t make such a face, what are you worried about? Hmm?”
How am I suppose to tell him ‘I don’t know if I can do this’ if he looks at me with those eyes.
“Yumi, does she look like us?”
“She looks just like a small replica of you, though you always say she looks like me”
Yumi, our daughter.........what do you say to your child when you don’t even remember them? Do I just pick her up twirl her and say Mama’s home?
“You always have that face on when you worry over something, trust me everything will be just fine, ok?” Smiling he grabbed my hand and gripped it.
xxxxx(Umika’s POV)xxxxx
Yumi is just the cutest thing ever, Im honestly jealous of Mirai. I wish them the best though, to get through this.
“Hehehe, Umika~” A pair of arms slid around my waist, of course they belonged to none other than Chinen.
“Ne, Chi do you think they will be fine?” Truthfully I am concerned, how much longer can they hold on?
“Baka~ the two of them will overcome this, they made it past everything else, whats to stop them from overcoming this?” Chi always made things better.
“I wonder how much longer fate will toy with those two, they deserve a happy ending already.”
Good luck Mirai-chan,Ryo-kun.
xxxxx(Chinen POV)xxxxx
Ryo you better get through this....
xxxx(Ryosuke’s POV)xxxxx
I won’t, I refuse to give into this. I’m not letting her slip through my fingers again, not like I had last time. I will do anything it takes to get through this with her, we will prove that no matter what we can do it.
Standing in front of our door, both to frightened to open it. Never in my life have I been so afraid of a door, well aside from the time Chinen slammed the door open without knowing I was standing on the other end........But thats different.
Slowly I reached for Mirai’s hand and grasped it, my other hand reaching for the door knob, and slowly I decreased the gap between us and the doorway.
“PAPA!!!”
This was it, the starting point of this new challenge. Of course I welcome it with open arms.
Picking up Yumi who was staring at Mirai. Though no words were said, anyone could tell just by looking. Yumi OUR Yumi was staring at her mother, with eyes that were asking for her to carry her. This small child in my arms, knew what had happened, she understood. How smart she was....just like Mirai. Her eyes were begging, begging for the mama she knew to take her in her arms and say ‘tadaima’ but to our dismay Mirai was only staring back at her.
I always knew I would probably never be able to understand that hidden message, or whatever their staring was replacing. Just like Chinen and I would just stare at Mirai and Umika but not understand what their hidden messages were, this was exactly like that. Honestly, I don’t think I really do want to know what they are exchanging through those looks. Sometimes, if we don’t understand things, it should stay as a unknown thing to us.
xxxxx(Mirai’s POV)xxxxx
It’s strange, this child she looked at me with eyes that were the most stunning thing in the world. This child is my own flesh and blood. Her face was so much like my own to the point where it was shocking.
Staring back at her, I felt as though I had a need to hold her in my arms and never let her go. Is this what I had forgotten? Was this what it felt like to be a mother? Looking at this child had guilt spread through me, I forgot my own child, I forgot what happened between Ryosuke and I these past years.
“Mama, Okairi” She said as she smiled and opened her arms for a hug.
Without a second thought I took her in my arms as well as Ryosuke. It felt right, maybe just maybe, I can get through this with Ryosuke and Yumi by my side.
xxxxx(Chinen’s POV)xxxxx
It’ll be okay, I’ll continue to think that as long as those three are together. It s nice seeing them like this but....HOW MUCH LONGER DO THEY PLAN ON SICKENING ME?? I guess I have to go to extreme measures......
“COUGH COUGH” There that did it, the three turned to stare at me and Umika thatts only a few feet away.
Out of no where a hand came towards the back of my head and smack.........whining in pain I turned to see my Umika glaring at me........
“You idiot why would you ruin their wonderful moment READ THE ATMOSPHERE!”
She was mad reallll mad........
“But Umi~ It was making me sick!!!” I was telling the truth 100%
“Don't UMI~ me! You make me kiss you in public!” Oh well now she isn’t being fair...
“But when we do it, it looks like the best scene out of a movie came out~” please oh please have this work on her.......
YAY IT DID, she was giggling while Mirai, Yumi and Ryo were laughing their butts off.
Things will be okay. In the end they will be okay, and that’s a fact. I never lie.
xxxxxxx
Its bad i'm so sorry I know it is >.< But i still tried to write this chapter T~T because it seems like people like this Fic more than my other one ><
-ChubbyCheeks~ <3