its a good way to say fuck you i guess.

Mar 23, 2009 14:54

i went into the bathroom and cried until my spanish class. and then he called me during my class. and then he texted me and asked me to call me later.. i honestly. god ( Read more... )

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firemeup11 March 24 2009, 08:16:35 UTC
hey ramie. youre my best friend. ill always be here for you. even when boys let you down. i know that might not help much... cuz im not a boy or anything... but whatever. I also realized today how bad of a friend i am. when i was talking to you on my break i was in the lunch line and i was distracted and rushed to get back to my class. i shouldve fuckin stepped my fat ass out of line and put down the food and been late to my worthless class so i could talk to you. THEN... i said id call you later but ended up taking a nap and sleeping through half my spanish class and then i had a bball game and then i had homework i haaaaaad to do and now im here. and its late. and even if i did call you i wouldnt have any good words of encouragement cuz im so exhausted. but that shouldnt be the case because ive come to realize that all the things i did today wont even matter tomorrow and i just feel like i need to get my priorities straight. im not whipping myself over the back for not calling you or anything but i just feel like its little things in life like that that matter most. sometimes in life you just gotta take some time to think about what you really care about, who you are, who you wanna be, and how youre gonna do it. i think i just made it sound easier than it is...anyways! As far as rob goes... i think hes just a horny little boy with a christopher colomumbus hair cut. haha... ok sorry thats not funny- that was kinda harsh. but you know me- sometimes im blatenly rude and too straight up. but hey- its probably just cuz im bitter i havent come to find anyone even close to a significant other haha. but really. I know that theres a lot to you and rob that i dont know about and im sure he really did have true feelings for you but like i said.. you just have to take the time- the REAL time to examine the situation and weigh everything up. from my perspective- rob hurt you too many times in a short period of time. ive seen him make you feel like the only thing the most beautiful/important thing in the world (which you are) but then ive also seen him drop you while he goes off to fulfill his own selfish desires. hes immature. when he grows older and more mature he'll come to realize what a heartless, wanna be playa, fool he was and see what he lost but by the time he realizes that you'll have already met an honest, hot, guy who makes you feel like the most beautiful/important person in the whole world ALL THE TIME.

thoses are my 2 cents. im peacing out now. im calling you tomorrow. love you

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