its a good way to say fuck you i guess.

[chubbacheecks]

i went into the bathroom and cried until my spanish class. and then he called me during my class. and then he texted me and asked me to call me later.. i honestly. god.

i know that hes an idiot and that i shouldnt let this happen and i shouldnt feel this way. we arent even together! and havent been for montthhhhsssssss
i honestly feel like my hands are shaky but not, like they arent a part of my body, i have a pit in my stomach and my heart races when i think about him- but not a good race a sick racing feeling.

fuck.