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Arg today brought up a lot of memories. Some of the people here are ridiculously stupid. So I was thinking about how much I'd love to be with my friends. Or chilling like old times at Beacon at the smoking corner. I feel as if some people here think I'm annoying. Probably because their not used to Bostonians. I'm going to make myself believe that in desperation of my slowly dissolving sanity.
Thats not exactly true because I'm very sane but the people here drive me crazy. Even the gay guys. One of the guys is so fucking bitchy (the gay one). Hes one of those enormously annoying picky guys that hope to date the kind of people he will never attain. So if anyone under his radar is even remotely not his type he completely shuts them out. He says these snide absurd things to me and I sometimes imagine myself going across the room and strangling him. Hes also insanely rich so he buys a shit ton of designer shit on his daddy's credit card. Wait I used to do that. But anyway I'm going to nail him because I'm pissed at his random annoyance of me. I feel so lonely sometimes! I shouldn't expect instant results after being here for a week but at least people don't have to INSTANTLY judge me. DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!
But there are some cool guys here. Some interesting stories but I'll have to relay that through private means. Or not. But I only have like 10 minutes on this damn shitbox so I can't really do that now.
I want to sit in a panty circle and talk juicy gossip whilst eating large amounts of chocolate! John Tucker Must Die! Terrible movie but it masters the art of panty circles perfectly. I miss girls! I miss all my girls! I want some PUSSY! In an indirect way of course. I was not brainwashed in rehab to be straight don't worry.
According to one of the therapists here I should be "less open about my homosexuality". WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN?! I felt like spitting in her face. Apparently people are "uncomfortable". There was like one time where I spoke of hooking up with a guy, kissing, no tounge, and everyone went into the bathroom and huddled in the shower stalls out of there outrageous fears of gay people. I wish Adlai was here he would have some smart ass comment to say.
I'm going to have to get off in a second because of bullshitosity. Or the rules pertaining the computer use. But I'm glad to hear from everyone in the east coast. EAST COAST REPRESENT. No I was not brainwashed to act ghetto in rehab. But I miss the east coast terribly. Colorado sucks sometimes.
It will hopefully get better.
I am not complaining though because nothing too drastic has happened.
Thats not exactly true because I'm very sane but the people here drive me crazy. Even the gay guys. One of the guys is so fucking bitchy (the gay one). Hes one of those enormously annoying picky guys that hope to date the kind of people he will never attain. So if anyone under his radar is even remotely not his type he completely shuts them out. He says these snide absurd things to me and I sometimes imagine myself going across the room and strangling him. Hes also insanely rich so he buys a shit ton of designer shit on his daddy's credit card. Wait I used to do that. But anyway I'm going to nail him because I'm pissed at his random annoyance of me. I feel so lonely sometimes! I shouldn't expect instant results after being here for a week but at least people don't have to INSTANTLY judge me. DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!
But there are some cool guys here. Some interesting stories but I'll have to relay that through private means. Or not. But I only have like 10 minutes on this damn shitbox so I can't really do that now.
I want to sit in a panty circle and talk juicy gossip whilst eating large amounts of chocolate! John Tucker Must Die! Terrible movie but it masters the art of panty circles perfectly. I miss girls! I miss all my girls! I want some PUSSY! In an indirect way of course. I was not brainwashed in rehab to be straight don't worry.
According to one of the therapists here I should be "less open about my homosexuality". WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN?! I felt like spitting in her face. Apparently people are "uncomfortable". There was like one time where I spoke of hooking up with a guy, kissing, no tounge, and everyone went into the bathroom and huddled in the shower stalls out of there outrageous fears of gay people. I wish Adlai was here he would have some smart ass comment to say.
I'm going to have to get off in a second because of bullshitosity. Or the rules pertaining the computer use. But I'm glad to hear from everyone in the east coast. EAST COAST REPRESENT. No I was not brainwashed to act ghetto in rehab. But I miss the east coast terribly. Colorado sucks sometimes.
It will hopefully get better.
I am not complaining though because nothing too drastic has happened.