Hi All
I'm sure everyone has heard about that Fifth Nail guy that killed a lot of people that they don't even know about yet. I was reading his blog, and what I want to know is why nobody did anything about it when they could obviously tell that this guy was on something. I can tell almost instantly on line just through typing (ty Lord) if someone is off or not. I cut ties with one person because I knew from their entries that they weren't all there. So, if I can tell this, why can't anyone else? Probably because they didn't want to see the truth, or maybe because they were as sick as him. Misery loves company, as they say. He wanted to cause pain to the world, well I guess that he accomplished that. It makes you wonder why God creates certain people if He knows how they're going to turn out. I guess it is all in His plan... even though it is not fair sometimes.
I am currently at my mother's friends house. Our home is getting fumigated, so I am on this kick-butt laptop right now. It's a Sony, so I am going to have to get one someday. Later, I am going to go hang out with some friends for my friend's b-day. I am going to be leaving in approximately 20 minutes. All I have done over here is: watch tv, go on this little baby, and I worked out on this little stair machine a couple of times. It made me realize how much I missed working out, so when we go home tomorrow I am going to go to the gym and work out this sexy body. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. I can picture myself lighter, and I know I will be a knock out. Anyone who can't see that just isn't worth my time. God created my body the way it is, and I have to take care of it. After all, He calls it our holy temple.
I also went shooting yesturday at the Indoor Shooting range. I'm a natural. All of you all better watch out when I have a gun! I'll probably post a picture of my target on myspace sometime.
I have decided to cut ties once again with everyone. Even when I do, they always come back and I don't know why. What makes me so angry, is that I am ALWAYS there for the people who are my so-called "friends". They don't even know the meaning of friendship. If they think they do, they have it all wrong. In friendship there is love, and the only love coming from my relationships is from me, and I am tired of giving and giving and just getting a back from someone when I need them. It also hurts me so much to see them just turning their backs on God. I need some good Christian friends. Friends that will be there for me like I have always been there for everyone else. Friends that I will have good, clean fun. Friends that won't be a bad influence on me. Friends that will worship God with me, and friends that will have my back when I have theirs. Friends that aren't hypocrites. Friends that share the same interests and desires as I do. So far, I haven't found them. It may be a while still before I do, but I pray that God will bring us together. More so, hopefully God will send the man I was created for and who was created for me my way also.
I don't really care if anyone has anything to say to this post, because no one ever does. I would be venting about something else, but I don't want to cause any unnecessary drama like they like to cause. I had their back in yet another situation, and when I needed them they weren't there like they always aren't. I hooked them up big time, and they just left me in the dust. I'm so sick of this person most of all, and I am sure that they know who they are, and I don't give a crap. Everything I have said is true, and they know it. They know how many times I have been there for them, and how they screwed me side ways because of it. People are just so unfair and prey on kind people. How frickin wrong is that. I'm tired of doing crap for people and getting burned. You guys aren't worth it.
I think I am going to try to keep a daily journal again. It's just that sometimes the computer doesn't work so hot, and I don't really have stuff to write about so I just let it go for a while until I am bored or I just have some things that I need to get off my chest. I'll try my best. I'll probably just block everyone on here or create a new one so that no one can read it, unless some hacker wastes his/her time breaking into a friend's only journal (which is rather pointless).
Well, it is almost time to go. Take care all and God bless.
I am currently at my mother's friends house. Our home is getting fumigated, so I am on this kick-butt laptop right now. It's a Sony, so I am going to have to get one someday. Later, I am going to go hang out with some friends for my friend's b-day. I am going to be leaving in approximately 20 minutes. All I have done over here is: watch tv, go on this little baby, and I worked out on this little stair machine a couple of times. It made me realize how much I missed working out, so when we go home tomorrow I am going to go to the gym and work out this sexy body. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. I can picture myself lighter, and I know I will be a knock out. Anyone who can't see that just isn't worth my time. God created my body the way it is, and I have to take care of it. After all, He calls it our holy temple.
I also went shooting yesturday at the Indoor Shooting range. I'm a natural. All of you all better watch out when I have a gun! I'll probably post a picture of my target on myspace sometime.
I have decided to cut ties once again with everyone. Even when I do, they always come back and I don't know why. What makes me so angry, is that I am ALWAYS there for the people who are my so-called "friends". They don't even know the meaning of friendship. If they think they do, they have it all wrong. In friendship there is love, and the only love coming from my relationships is from me, and I am tired of giving and giving and just getting a back from someone when I need them. It also hurts me so much to see them just turning their backs on God. I need some good Christian friends. Friends that will be there for me like I have always been there for everyone else. Friends that I will have good, clean fun. Friends that won't be a bad influence on me. Friends that will worship God with me, and friends that will have my back when I have theirs. Friends that aren't hypocrites. Friends that share the same interests and desires as I do. So far, I haven't found them. It may be a while still before I do, but I pray that God will bring us together. More so, hopefully God will send the man I was created for and who was created for me my way also.
I don't really care if anyone has anything to say to this post, because no one ever does. I would be venting about something else, but I don't want to cause any unnecessary drama like they like to cause. I had their back in yet another situation, and when I needed them they weren't there like they always aren't. I hooked them up big time, and they just left me in the dust. I'm so sick of this person most of all, and I am sure that they know who they are, and I don't give a crap. Everything I have said is true, and they know it. They know how many times I have been there for them, and how they screwed me side ways because of it. People are just so unfair and prey on kind people. How frickin wrong is that. I'm tired of doing crap for people and getting burned. You guys aren't worth it.
I think I am going to try to keep a daily journal again. It's just that sometimes the computer doesn't work so hot, and I don't really have stuff to write about so I just let it go for a while until I am bored or I just have some things that I need to get off my chest. I'll try my best. I'll probably just block everyone on here or create a new one so that no one can read it, unless some hacker wastes his/her time breaking into a friend's only journal (which is rather pointless).
Well, it is almost time to go. Take care all and God bless.