28 days and counting!!!!
so yeah i am in new jersey currently...haha oh randomness in the garden state
well its a fun-ish trip seeing as we are "visiting" (aka saying goodbye to) my aunt with terminal cancer..yeah but besides that its nice to go to a new state and drive....yeah my mother can neither drive nor pay attention to tell me where im sposed to go so seh got me lost on the garden state parkway, in east orange new jersey, on interestate 78. all in all she made an extra hour of driving and i now know that i can make it if i move here ore washington or NYC bc i had to not only maneuver confusing and really fast driving and highways but also direct myself while driving 75 mph bc i told my mom to jsut quit and i would do it myself lol. but it made for some really stressful, but now taht i look back, fun times with her. yay for roadtrips with your mom.
i cant even tell you how excited i am that we have only 28 days till im back in the genny. its funnyto see that all the geneseo kids are counting down...its nice to know in a way. i realized today that i never have to walk home alone again from any group i am in....woot. matty j, lyd, jordan casey lots of people...its the most amazing thing in the world....i was always alone...rape alley geneseo is lemmie tell you huwhat.
what else is there.....i dont really wanna talk about poeple in my life right now bc ive said alot and theres nothing changeing or gunna change so im gunna be a grown up and take initiative and be the bigger person no matter how much i hate it...even tho it hurts physically lol. so i will grin and be sweet and then in 28 days i am safe again and away from drama that plagues my life...this has been a hard year..i "lost" alot of poeple that i loved whether physically my grandma and soonish my aunt, or mentally my bestg friends and almost lost my mother as well has had a break down....so im done wiht this year and more than ready for a new one.
well i spose i am talked out for now....so adios all...
well its a fun-ish trip seeing as we are "visiting" (aka saying goodbye to) my aunt with terminal cancer..yeah but besides that its nice to go to a new state and drive....yeah my mother can neither drive nor pay attention to tell me where im sposed to go so seh got me lost on the garden state parkway, in east orange new jersey, on interestate 78. all in all she made an extra hour of driving and i now know that i can make it if i move here ore washington or NYC bc i had to not only maneuver confusing and really fast driving and highways but also direct myself while driving 75 mph bc i told my mom to jsut quit and i would do it myself lol. but it made for some really stressful, but now taht i look back, fun times with her. yay for roadtrips with your mom.
i cant even tell you how excited i am that we have only 28 days till im back in the genny. its funnyto see that all the geneseo kids are counting down...its nice to know in a way. i realized today that i never have to walk home alone again from any group i am in....woot. matty j, lyd, jordan casey lots of people...its the most amazing thing in the world....i was always alone...rape alley geneseo is lemmie tell you huwhat.
what else is there.....i dont really wanna talk about poeple in my life right now bc ive said alot and theres nothing changeing or gunna change so im gunna be a grown up and take initiative and be the bigger person no matter how much i hate it...even tho it hurts physically lol. so i will grin and be sweet and then in 28 days i am safe again and away from drama that plagues my life...this has been a hard year..i "lost" alot of poeple that i loved whether physically my grandma and soonish my aunt, or mentally my bestg friends and almost lost my mother as well has had a break down....so im done wiht this year and more than ready for a new one.
well i spose i am talked out for now....so adios all...