Feeling not too shabby.
I found the words :)
The ladies who hurt me so badly for so long did 3 things:
1) Rampant Mental Health Prejudice. I mean significant ignorance. Real thickies. Men can't have emotions for a start. That is some pretty nasty woman. And highly unrealistic to how life works too.
2) Commercialization of the male. You have to have a job. Even an injured man. So that is money, not love.
3) Don't say this, don't say that, etc etc. So damn fussy. Considering how much hooch many of them consumed for them to be so controlling of the environment around them ( to the point where they are willing to badly harm a disabled man ) is... Severe Anxiety in some cases. We're talking major self-medication here.
None of those are desirable traits in a female, and these women worked as a team as they did this. It was pretty damn grim I have to say.
And, well, I'm just not that fussy or commercial.
None of them were big earning graduates. Some were, well, fixer-uppers. And I still gave them a chance.
Unlike what they did to me.
So yeah, it wasn't me. Not like that anyway. Their Delusions of Grandeur will come home to haunt them too. They always do.
As for me? I'm feeling fairly with-it I have to say. Not bad not bad.
I may still get panic attacks if I meet a pretty lady, so I have to be careful. I know how my mind works when I am injured emotionally. I panic, I run, and I have broken hearts in the past. I don't want that old cycle coming back.
Yeah, not bad :)
The ladies who hurt me so badly for so long did 3 things:
1) Rampant Mental Health Prejudice. I mean significant ignorance. Real thickies. Men can't have emotions for a start. That is some pretty nasty woman. And highly unrealistic to how life works too.
2) Commercialization of the male. You have to have a job. Even an injured man. So that is money, not love.
3) Don't say this, don't say that, etc etc. So damn fussy. Considering how much hooch many of them consumed for them to be so controlling of the environment around them ( to the point where they are willing to badly harm a disabled man ) is... Severe Anxiety in some cases. We're talking major self-medication here.
None of those are desirable traits in a female, and these women worked as a team as they did this. It was pretty damn grim I have to say.
And, well, I'm just not that fussy or commercial.
None of them were big earning graduates. Some were, well, fixer-uppers. And I still gave them a chance.
Unlike what they did to me.
So yeah, it wasn't me. Not like that anyway. Their Delusions of Grandeur will come home to haunt them too. They always do.
As for me? I'm feeling fairly with-it I have to say. Not bad not bad.
I may still get panic attacks if I meet a pretty lady, so I have to be careful. I know how my mind works when I am injured emotionally. I panic, I run, and I have broken hearts in the past. I don't want that old cycle coming back.
Yeah, not bad :)