PTSD insight.
ust working through the shiznit. Don't mind me.
Following on from this one, and how Croydon has clearly not changed over the past 4-5 years ish I have been 'targeted for removal'.
Obviously I have this block. Dating etc. I freely admit I need a roll in the hay, but mentally I just can't do it.
For 15 years now I have known nothing but violence ( mostly emotional ) from women. Ever since Girl-power and The Millennium.
Southampton was about a bunch of VERY mentally ill girls lying to get what they wanted, and how they managed to trick The Hell's Angels into getting involved ( and 'doing me' ).
My medical care was sabotaged by my mother and 2 female doctors gossiping amongst themselves; ignoring everything I said; often trying to force me into silence ( when I needed Talking Therapy and sympathy ); and after all that ( surprise surprise ) applying the wrong medicine ( and breaking my legs ).
All 3 of them had witnessed nothing, and yet they ignored the person who was there ( me ) and just sat there making it up. Clearly they thought they were psychic. I hope it obvious how dangerous that is when it gets into medicine....
Their gossiping and 'opinion' was more important than actual evidence, and the injuries I sustained due to them were extensive. I was in agony in front of them, clear as crystal, and they just would not stop.
Obviously slug went for a Mate-crime in the end. Hey, he lied about my Mental Health to cover up for his violent thug exploitative friends. That's not the act of a nice person...
Kye et al were so messed up they were willing to lie to protect 2 wifebeaters ( probably Stockholm Syndrome ). They lied, the men obeyed, et voila. Apparently I was faking my injuries too...
Even Croydon Nick accused me of faking 'something'. Seeing as none of them did anything medical-referral ( I've checked ) that must have been them gossiping, making it up, and getting it wrong. And letting off the bad-guys.
5 years later, when every manager and their cat has lied to protect this girl-gang, I then flee Croydon ( for VERY obvious reasons ).
It's always the same. Women lie, men obey. And I take a major hit for doing something legit.
When you punish the legit you've lost your town. BLAH BLAH 3 times the violence of Bromley BLAH BLAH.
It's the lack of functional justice system that really has done my head in. Especially now this govt have cut Legal Aid AND The Cops.
Who the hell risks their safety in a place where all a woman has to do is lie and you'll take a kicking? Modern Croydon exploded for a reason. And A LOT of it IS Croydon women ( and the men so desperate for sex they'll do dodgy things to get into said woman's good-books ).
Gangster women are still gangsters. Although none of them have guns, don't panic.
No wonder I can't date. If a lass goes bad you have no defences at all. And too many in my life have gone bad now. That's the block. 15 years of it?
One lass called me aggressive because she chose to attack my faith & lifestyle for monthes ( she's another Vegan nutter I'm afraid ). She caused offence, I offered compromise ( to try and respect her beliefs ), so she told me to sod off instead...
I offered compromise, and she still demanded EVERYTHING her way.
And then called ME aggressive...
These people just can't stop lying.
It's obviously unchecked Mental Illness. Seriously, this goes waaaaay beyond 'naughty kids'; as the lack of empathy these ladies have is really VERY worrying. The men are a mess as well. But until they're shut down these ladies will continue to work together, with their obedient men, and...
Indeed.
Biker-gangs always do this. And it is all over the place in Croydon. The town has been lost, as someone let the bad-guys in and then protected them ( Esther Sutton, obviously ). 3 times the violence of Bromley...
They saw my legs fail. They saw the pain I was in. They lied to make sure no-one would help me, and then carried on for another year. That's not the act of a moderate or sane person. That is proper extremist stuff. Beating me into obedience, regardless of how injured I was. Genuine Hell's Angels-style exploitation and slavery stuff, like in the FBI files on them ( the Local Kids learned this from The Harp Rock Bar. A Hell's Angels bar ).
And they have simply been allowed to carry on running the place by Croydon's managers...
3 times the Violence of Bromley.
My head is a mess. I don't actually see myself healing now. Seriously. After 15 years of it? I can't see ANY way to switch that off now. Dialing it back is almost impossible too. It's ingrained now. Hard-wired.
Croydon is a mess for a reason. And it wasn't just 1 blogger being a bit posh...