No-one likes a grass?
Well, obviously. But even so. After 11 months of crap I know I am relapsing. Grief echoes, nerves bad, legs like jelly, regular physical pain, I'm utterly fucked in plain english. I've been kept stressed for 11 months whilst already ill in the first place. There was no way I was gonna survive this. Once again Croydon Services in serious neglect shockah.
So that's my career as the next Prime Minister ruined *nods*. It looks like they can't tell they're doing it either, so they're gangster AND batshit crazy. It was obvious to the rest of us... *grumble*.
Croydon. Where they ignore reality and just kick the fuck out of you. Thieving what they can, naturally. I'm guessing that's why I was stitched up and turned into such a serious neglect case at the start of this ( circa 2002 ). I was in a position to fight back, and was successfully doing so, so needed shutting down. A financial motive.
And crippling for good obviously, seeing as no DLA for 5 years reliably fucks a vulnerable adult up etc etc. And since then it's been every dirty trick in the book to injure me more. Neglect every time. There is no way on this planet this is not organised crime. They aren't even trying to hide it.
What I still can't believe is that my own damn family assisted in doing this to me. They must have been on the take as well obviously *shrugs*. It's not libel or harrassment or an illness if it is true. It's self-defence, as someone tried to bury me alive. Assisted by some very very nasty types. Following the gangland agenda started by The Hells Angels and that girl-gang in Southampton.
I think the family bias around here is one of the biggest problems. People would rather see children abused or nearly killed then see a family broken up. Which, in itself, is clearly deranged. As well as blatant gangsterism with all the levels of violence you'd expect in 'honour crime'.
As well as typical of 19th C England, and how evil things could get back then. Forced arranged marriage was very en vogue back then. Not exactly useful eh? So yes, lots of gossipping, meddling, lying, and abuse. Literally years of kicking the crap out of me to keep me ill. Utter barbarism, and a cruelty so extreme it's clearly a madness. All the girls as well...
But in writing, which is quite the fuck up. That's one hell of a girl-gang you've got there, and years of records of some very very sloppy work n'est pas?
And seeing as Croydon does cover-ups, rather than quality work ( read the papers ), that'll be why no-one likes a grass I am guessing. What? Gossip all you want the evidence ( reality ) says I'm telling the truth. Hate crime is illegal. So is malpractice. So is honour crime, and abuse in the family. And so is torture and abuse of the vulnerable to silence them. I'm sure this stuff is seriously bloody obvious. And with a paper trail this big there is no way on earth it is going to just disappear.
You can't delete reality. And, no doubt, I won't be the only one to have had to have suiffered this horror story. Around here there are loads of people in a bad way. That's not a coincidence. That's a corruption regime willing to resort to serious abuse to make a few quid. Holding people hostage so that they can be exploited? I can't rule that one out either, due to the boiler system and computer stuff.
With a complaint-proof system Death Camp is much more possible. And if you add to that this slide into serious levels of 'control freak'-ness with some people, and how violent they're willing to get... With a recession on the way etc etc? See the problem now? Since when was retirement a 'get out of jail' card for example? That one is being played at the minute. Wierd eh?
From what I can tell it is more important her kids be fucked up badly then my mum be recognised as ill. Which is just bizarre if you ask me, as she has admitted illness. So extending it to reality, rather than just her confession, is really not a biggy. Yet, apparently, it must never happen or something.
*shrugs* Go figure eh? It was her 'Well Woman' dr that fucked up though. Just a coincidence? Or quite a few of the local lasses erm... Yeah... This can be explained by madness can't it? Yeah... A girl-gang of chicks mis-diagnosed? It is possible, yeah. This has been all a bit too local and gossipy at times. Blame the govt all you want these dr's misdiagnosed me, and you ran the Behemoth NHS that allowed this shit to run for 10 years.
My mum has had problems for years. Just imagine how badly she suffered in teh end? It was me that was trying to get assistance for her. Guess what? I was slapped with the crazy tag on false allegations instead. What was that 'Well Woman' dr up to? Or is it that obvious? And no, I haven't healed anywhere near enough to face the family yet. They did some truly terrible things to me, ill or not. It just doesn't work that way.
I feel like my family died, where it went so mad in the end. The people I knew from my teens are long gone now. And these medical professionals did the unthinkable to me, so how the hell do they expect to get away with it?