You know guys. You know what really hacks me off?
This whole fucking 'you're fictional' lark. It ain't a fucking lark, that's the point. That's what I'm trying to say here, and treating it like one... it ain't fucking right, or fair.
Like Uhura. It really fucking upset her. Really fucking did. Now I know who she was and all that shit, but I
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I mean, I've got a wall full of DVDs and shit. Most of which I've watched. But I ain't gonna fuck with anyone, y'know.
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How's Parker doin'?
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She's alright. She just... hates people fucking leaving, you know. Took it out in the wrong place.
I'm keepin' an eye on her, no worries.
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Alright, well... I'm glad you're keepin' an eye on her.
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I dunno why everyone thinks it's so unusual. We've got breaking points. People fucking push at them. Just cause a couple happen in the space of each other, and publicly, don't mean it's weird. I bet there's people having private little breakdowns in every corner of this place, every week, y'know?
Always do, mate. Always do.
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You don't really want to arrive in a prison and be told it's all sunshine and rainbows. Because then you know someone's bullshitting you.
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I mean, Russian lady was all fussed about people leaving and why the fuck did anything matter if people are gonna leave? Perfectly legit complaint, ain't it? And Una was... well, wordy. I didn't listen to all of it. Wordy and drunk was what I got. It was like listening to Radio 4 drenched in a bottle of whiskey.
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It sorta all crashed in together like a goddamn fucked up planetary alignment and the gravity started suckin' each other in.
But then I remember some of the people that I talked to and... I don't know what the hell I'm getting at. But it's bad for the new guys. So I guess it's up to us realistic types to lay it all out to anyone curious and tell them to deal with it as life throws it at them.
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[Yes, Paddy was trying to make a joke.]
Yeah, you've got a point. But I think by kinda jumping on three people being a mess as a big deal, we might end up going the other way.
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...One of 'em I feel partially responsible for and I'm-
[He cuts off, cause dammit, he hates what happened to Una so bad. Even knowing Narvin wasn't in his right mind at the time. Somehow that puts even more of the responsibility on him.]
-...well, you get the idea. Personal stake and all that.
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But it ain't a matter for public concern, either.
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