I can't sleep at all, even though I'm tired and yawning and know I have to be up at 4:30 and I didn't sleep well LAST night.  Mostly, because twelve years of repressed anger and hurt and frustration with my mother has decided to peak.  This really isn't a "stop being a whiny baby, it's not really that bad"  moment.  It really IS that bad, and ( Read more... )

It has been one HELL of a crazy week.  And it's only going to get better.  Had a totally teenage girl fight with my little sister last night.  Via text message, I shit you not, and I'm a little embarrassed about that.  Mostly, I just wanted to make the point she hurt my feelings by not acknowledging my promotion at all, and snowballed into a 'who ( Read more... )

So I just got back from getting some laundry done at my parents'.  I've known for awhile that my grandpa has been having some health issues, but last I heard it was his heart and it was being looked into and taken care of.  My mom told me that the rumor going around now is it's actually brain cancer.  Of course, no one knows for sure because my ( Read more... )

Honestly, I don't mind a two-hour cleaning spree.  I have regained power in the apartment as is clean and no longer smells of pee.  (Hurray!)

So.  "Vacation."  Well, was considered a vacation for me but was actually just tagging along to the Showstopper American Dance Championships with little sis.  She didn't have to perform anything until ( Read more... )

Well, not ALL, and not EVER, but pretty close.  Leaving for Myrtle Beach in the morning.  This vacation is, also, not so much a vacation but me tagging along with my mom and sister to her national dance competition.  But hey, beach, ocean, a week of NOT WORKING...what's a couple of days in an auditorium watching at times interesting but mostly ( Read more... )

It is Monday, right?  I swear, when my little sister called me from the store at 4:05 this morning to ask me...I don't remember, I was asleep...anyway, i thought it was Sunday.  Even asked her why she was there so early on a Sunday.  "Um, it's Monday.  We open at five."  Oh, yeah.

Speaking of siblings:  back in the day, like when I was eight or ( Read more... )

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