Jun 02, 2007 04:04
this song..."everything" by michael buble. it makes me want to sing...smile...cry. how does he do it?
i am up late...a lot has happened since my last legitimate post.
i graduated? haha i graduated and i went on interviews and have been in the midst of setting up a place in west hollywood.
all the while, i am feeling terribly uneasy. an under-the-skin uneasiness even i can't tap into at the moment.
perhaps it's transitioning that does this...the next big step in life. a certain post-college what-do-i-do-next type of deal.
not having a phone has made me so much more Zen. i would have sodomized some siamese cats to have my phone back the first cell-less day. now i feel like..."i don't wanna talk to anyone. wanna talk? let's hang out" weird, huh?
i can't believe i'm moving away and probably never seeing fullerton again after this summer. i love los angeles. i love being in the place where people dream about. i love that. it's like living in Oz. think about that.
everything. is. changing.
school's over. transferring jobs. scoring a new job. summer internship. goodbye roommate. living further from san diego than ever.
so when everything around me changes...how do i change?
<><><>Later dayz...