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I just had like a surge in feelings, so let me share.
Today was my last day in the English Department! I have to say that being Peer Advisor was my least fun job this year (well, Native American Culture Days was my least favorite) but I still enjoyed it. I like when faculty know who I am and I don't have to do anything like be smart or do well in their classes or suck up to them, haha. And I like Lynda Jones, my supervisor and the Undergraduate Counselor, and I like professor Dolan, the undergraduate director (even though implied I was uninteresting). And I liked my office since it was big and all my own. With a door and everything, not even a cubicle!
Aaaanyway basically the job was really weird and half the time I felt guilty because I skipped office hours a lot, but I'm gonna miss it. It was really sad to turn in my key today, just another realization that college is over and I have to start this Target thing, which makes me nervous.
And then I worked on getting CoHo Live materials ready to go for next year, and that's done, and so is the Event Coordinator materials, so basically I'm done in SPAC and Campus Unions. I have a few more things I need to do, like clean up my desk and tie up a couple loose ends, but it's so weird. 461 Memorial Union has been my home for the past year! I think I was in there almost every week day and there are so many wonderful memories of that dirty office. That's going to be emotional when I finally finish those jobs. I still have stuff to do on Friday and probably later on after finals because we're still recruiting for the new SPAC Event Coordinator, but...still. This is so weird and sad and scary and I'm feeling like I don't get any closure on anything.
And then I went to my last American Studies class (DUMB) and my last Fairy Tales class (COOL) and now I'm really sad! One more undergraduate lecture left and a lab. That's frightening.
Basically I'm scared of everything right now, haha. Everything is moving so quickly right now and I don't know what to do.
Today was my last day in the English Department! I have to say that being Peer Advisor was my least fun job this year (well, Native American Culture Days was my least favorite) but I still enjoyed it. I like when faculty know who I am and I don't have to do anything like be smart or do well in their classes or suck up to them, haha. And I like Lynda Jones, my supervisor and the Undergraduate Counselor, and I like professor Dolan, the undergraduate director (even though implied I was uninteresting). And I liked my office since it was big and all my own. With a door and everything, not even a cubicle!
Aaaanyway basically the job was really weird and half the time I felt guilty because I skipped office hours a lot, but I'm gonna miss it. It was really sad to turn in my key today, just another realization that college is over and I have to start this Target thing, which makes me nervous.
And then I worked on getting CoHo Live materials ready to go for next year, and that's done, and so is the Event Coordinator materials, so basically I'm done in SPAC and Campus Unions. I have a few more things I need to do, like clean up my desk and tie up a couple loose ends, but it's so weird. 461 Memorial Union has been my home for the past year! I think I was in there almost every week day and there are so many wonderful memories of that dirty office. That's going to be emotional when I finally finish those jobs. I still have stuff to do on Friday and probably later on after finals because we're still recruiting for the new SPAC Event Coordinator, but...still. This is so weird and sad and scary and I'm feeling like I don't get any closure on anything.
And then I went to my last American Studies class (DUMB) and my last Fairy Tales class (COOL) and now I'm really sad! One more undergraduate lecture left and a lab. That's frightening.
Basically I'm scared of everything right now, haha. Everything is moving so quickly right now and I don't know what to do.