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[chrisfrenzy]

"how beautifull it is
how fond the lie
how deep the emotion

truly seeking through acts of kidness
blinded by the sunburst of beauty
in the deepest depths i scrape nothing
to find that mild shard of self worth
comes up as a terrible stench of mediocrity

relieve my hate
retreat my love
this time i hope i get it right
this time will be not be like last time

everything has changed
the world constatnly swirling around me
yet i stand idle
yet i stand alone with the thoughts of what could have been...."

i dont really like posting the stuff i write
but whatever
chances are youll hate it
but thats not why i wrote it