Apr 02, 2010 00:10
Dear loved ones
Tmr is good friday. Its such a shame I'm not in Singapore for it. A great sacrifice was made on that day. I wonder how much I have sacrificed. How many of those sacrifices were for myself? How many sacrifices were for others? Sometimes I know that on the surface, i make sacrifices for others. Its because i want to, and not that its convenient for me, but its not too out of the way either. But if its so easy to make sacrifices, they wouldn't really be considered sacrifices right?
I get the feeling that making a sacrifice means that it must always hurt you. If thats true, must i always hurt myself to continually be good? I don't think i can do that. If i always go out of my way, my way would be lost. But then again, its not my way i'm supposed to follow right? Shouldn't it be God's way? I'm sure the answers will come soon enough. They always do.
Why is it just good? haha. Tmr will be a great day!
Much love
Chris