耳磨厮鬓
to put it gently: sad about leaving. attached and happy. still occasionally having to be careful with my feelings but more often than not I can let go of restraints and like him. my heart can be simple about this because we are both complex enough, and good enough - liking is simple, we don't have to play games, everything else we have to deal with and work with is enough complexity.
I need to learn how to 还愿.
I need to learn how to 还愿.