soo i think i might start using this again.

its been a long time. alot's changed. i dont feel like writing it all down right now cuz im sleepy. but i'll do it later. dont worry. actualy, scratch that. im not going to. lol if you wanna kno wats changed and you can't figure it out, just ask me. i'll give ya one freebie... me n clint broke up. in ( Read more... )

its CRAZY how much changes in 6 months!!! im like a different person now... i hate change. but looking back on it, all the changes ive made have been for the better so i guess its ok in some regards. like i hate looking back on these things and seeing how fickle i was about my feelings towards guys. it makes me sick. i liked guys just to like them ( Read more... )

am i a bad person if i lie and have my mom tell some1 im asleep??? ugh! this sucks!

p.s. CAMP WAS AMAZING!!! check out my xanga site if u wanna keep updated... http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=chr4bhs44

i'm finally home! this is great! i've been at uda dance camp since tuesday and just got home today. i'm exhausted! im so sick of dancing right now but i have 4 dances drilled in my head and i can't stop doin em. lol i really really enjoyed gettin to kno everyone on the team! they're all so awesome and i have so much fun w/ them! we ended up doing ( Read more... )

well... this summer has been extremely BORING! i haven't really done nething except go to dance practice. and yea its fun but it just keeps sinking in how much we're really not good! i was gonna say sucked but we don't completely suck. we just don't have a lot of talent. lol

hm... well i went to the movies two nites in a row cuz i'm cool like ( Read more... )

i'm soo bored! which is really bad considering its summer! i haven't done nething really fun. its been extremely boring. all i've done is go to dance practice, go to church, and hang out w/ friends. i mean its not bad but whenever i'm not at dance or at church im just sittin at home doin nothin! i can't wait for june 15th cuz once i get past that, ( Read more... )

omg i soo excited! only 1 and a half more days til SUMMER!!! its kinda sad in a way cuz we'll be done w/ 1 year of hs but its still exciting!!!

well i went shopping today. i spent way more $$ than i shoulda. i got 2 shirts, a pair of flipflops, and a necklace. the only thing i really needed was 1 white shirt... but oh well. wat can i say? i'm a ( Read more... )

omg i think i am going to kill somebody! school is so close to being over and i've had it up to here w/ everybody cept my friends. and even some of them are gettin on my nerves!!! i just have NO patience whatsoever. i snapped at emily yesterday cuz i was reading sumthin and she started to take it away. i feel stupid now but at the time i thought it ( Read more... )

hm... im so confused about guys... i might like a *special someone* but i really don't kno. i don't kno how he feels rite now. i kno he doens't like me but i don't really kno who he likes. one of my other guy friends says he talked to him about me like a month ago but he wouldn't tell me wat was said. i hate when he does that! gah guys are sooo ( Read more... )

uhh.... i'm soo sick of guys! i don't even kno how to explain what makes me sick... i coulda sworn i was over a guy cuz i hadn't talked to him for a while but as soon as i talked to him all the feelings just came rushing back. its the same as it was before. he acts like he might possibly like me at times but then i see the way he acts around ( Read more... )