here we go.

[chompy_the_goat]

lately i haven't been as happy as i usually am, but i doubt anyone notices, unless you read my journal, you probably think i'm a depressed, overreacting, self-loathing teenager who complains too much and needs help, which i don't think i am.
it's mostly my fault. it always seems like it's my fault, but it probably usually is. when i talk to someone

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I read your whole thing too!!! :-D (sorry my post is so long!)

[dreamer1106]

ya know ur last couple lines are awesome! haha don't try to change anything about yourself for other people! stay with your theory of 'if they don't like you the way you are then screw them' seriously. if people have a problem with who you are, then they are not worth your time. You learned this lesson a few years before i did! haha took me till my junior year to figure out thats the attitude i needed to take. you'll be happier that way.

its a waste of time to try and make EVERYONE happy. it isn't possible i can gaurentee that. somebody will always have a problem. at least in my experience that is how it has been. some people start just because they like drama, others because they are jealous, and some just cuz they simply don't agree with what you believe in. reguardless of their reasoning, there will always be someone who trys to get ya down! just keep your head up and don't let them get to you. don't let them win their games of attempting to make themseleves more superior than you. (same thing with the anonymous comments) ignore them or block them out with a friends only.

don't fully give up your journal though because of other people. this is apparently your place to vent your feelings and let everything out. you seem to be using this to help yourself reason through certain things going on in your life and its good that you have somewhere to do it.

and as for the "you probably think i'm a depressed, overreacting, self-loathing teenager who complains too much and needs help, which i don't think i am"

i don't think that. you get upset. everyone gets upset. :-) its nothing to get mad at yourself over. everyone overreacts. but thats part of human nature! lol and as u said you are a teenager! we are supposed to complain. HS is a pain and harder than most adults seem to think.

I hope you cheer up. you just need to relax a little bit. and try not to let people get to you so much (and i need to listen to my own advice :-\ lol i do the same thing)

and I know I have said this before. but I just want to say it again. I really am here whenever. if you need someone to listen to you. or talk to. I really mean that.

haha I'm gonna go now though. because I think this is almost longer than your actual entry! ;-) feel better! :-) have a good night.

<3 Julz

tina i love youu

[dreamer1106]

hey tina, thanks for the nice gestures last night they made me cheer up. seems like were in the same boat and im really sorry for that, maybe if we get togehter will be happy? .. idk i really love reading your journals ! so dont make them friends only cause then i couldnt read them cause i dont have live journal ) : things will get better. i love you with all my heart.

hannah