Jun 17, 2005 18:42
i guess my friends like going places without me even after i try to plan the stuff for about 13 days.
OMG I JUST SAW FRIGGIN' COURTNEY COTTER IN THE CAR AND WHOO HOO! I LOVE ME FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!
edit: i get jealous too easily. it makes me so mad. i'm jealous because i've been wanting to go to the fair since last week and now everyone goes and no one tells me anything. separate groups go and it's not their faults but i feel like such a loser being jealous and i hate it. but yeah i feel like i'm never part of anything because everyone hangs out and no one ever tells me anything, so i never hang out with anyone. i don't just get jealous i get kind of annoyed too but i try to keep it to myself. okay i had to say it.
okay i suck because when i see someone do something it annoys me and then the next minute i do the same exact thing.
i don't like myself sometimes. or a lot of the time.
no i am so mad right now.
edit2: okay so there are a pair of shoes i want badly that i saw on my way OUT of the mall, and there are a pair of hot pink moccasins i want so badly it's ridiculous.