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hi. i'm updating. how are you?
there are a lot of things going through my mind right now.
this weekend sucks because things rarely work out for me. or at least that's how it's been lately. or maybe i'm just a pessimist. or maybe i should suck it up.
i also think you're obnoxious, self-loving, fake, selfish, and shallow.
but you're really cute.
not like that changes anything. though.
i hate how you are. and i don't hate it at the same time. i'm probably weird ..
yep.
school is alright. but way too hot. if i was an 'upperclassman' and i was reading this journal, i would be so annoyed because i would think that this freshman is ignorant and should stop complaining all the time.
and this is all great because i suck at everything.
please stop feeling like thissss.
okay.
seriously though. i am so weird. i don't even know why i'm in a bad mood.
well i do but it's not a good enough reason. for myself.
now i'm in a good mood!
i found out that a lot of stupid things make me happy. like the word doo-dad. and when lauren's grandma says to put it in the hoozy. and when my friend says 'well aren't you the bees nees?!' i feel like crying right now. ew i'm so weird! easdirdddddrfaposejpoaj.
i hate how you blow me off. and stuff. even though you don't. but i can see it happening. i'm not even good enough for you to even think about blowing me off. i have problems with making sense. and i take things way too seriously but i can't help it, so i guess you're just going to have to DEAL. ha. no.
i'm sorry if you're upset. i don't know who i'm talking to, but if you think it's about you then it is about you. because i want you to be happy and just. be happy. okay? OKAY!
i'm talking to mike right now. he's just mike-ish. i don't know how to explain it lol. but we haven't talked in forever and it's making me feel better because he hasn't changed at all.
Things:
Please work out for me tonight, i really need you to because otherwise i'm going to have a severe emotional breakdown. but not really. but still do it.
with love,
tina.
ew i'm weird again.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMOGMOGMOGMG!!!!!!!
I SAW BRYAN X THIS MORNING I ALMOST DIED OF SHOCK AND HAPPINESS MIXED TOGETHER AS ONE. YESYESYES I AM SO EXCITED BECAUSE I AM GOING TO MEET HIM SOMEDAY.
no one ever tells me anything. this is because .. okay here it is. true story! someone told me this week people don't tell me things because i'm too much of a 'goody goody' and so my friends don't tell me stuff that they think would disapppoint me. or something. which i still think is a poor excuse for not telling me something, because if i'm a good friend, which i hope i am, i won't hate you for something. (there are always exceptions) but you can tell me things, i'm not going to hate you for it. i want to be there for you and i only can when i know what's going on, otherwise i suck as a friend even more than i already might. at the most i'll be surprised but with what i've been hearing about lately i probably won't be. but just know i'm not going to lecture you about everything i just want to be there. you guys i'm so .. cool.
but make the right decisions. puh-leeeeeease?!.
becky's computer just mooed. this reminds me of becky saying: 'tina can you put up and away message while i'm gone?' and i said i would so here i go putting an away message up. ehh i'll do it later.
i kind of feel like my family is falling apart. it worries me but i don't want to deal with it right now. i know its not FALLING APART but we're definatley not as clsoe as we used to be. it happens to all families i know i knowwww but i don't like it and i want things to be how they used to be. okay i'm done complaining. FOR NOW.
someone please give me a site that has codes for better stuff than www.musicvideocodes.com does because they SUCK.
okay, thank you, and goodbye.
ps. computer working probably measns i can talk to people i haven't in forever. example: kassie rapoza. yes!
also i am not expecting any comments on this entry.
goodbye .. now.
EDIT // OMGOMGOMGOMG MY APPLE JUICE IS GROWING GREEN WHITE SLIMY MOLDY DOTS AND IT IS SO GROSS. EWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! *gags*