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so i know i said i would call people but...i was out a lot today, and then felt too lazy to. the story of my life: lethargy always wins.
so went to wellard, which is where dad has bought land to build a house for "investment purposes" as he put it. was not terribly exciting, but satisfying to think we owned a soddy area of wet sand. sure it was. i will only appreciate it when the results of these "investment purposes" start to show. wat else....was my grandma's 51st anniversary today, so rang her. as usual, felt like an idiot speaking in hindi, bcoz i suck at it (is it sad i know french better than hindi? i think so) but i can't remember what i said, but it made her laugh so much, i felt like crying. lately have been thinking a lot about leaving everything, just gettting away, and really wanting to see distant family members, but its a sharp shock when u realise there are still six or so months to go until we can have that freedom. i really don't want to go to school tomorrow, but yea, the sooner it starts the sooner it finishes....i can't think of any other constructive things to say, apart from i should start getting ready for the umat now, its in 2 months i think. grrr. damn er for making me feel slightly interested. i am not a logical person, therefore from this test the conclusion would be that i have 0 aptitude. ah well, i'll just gaze at this lover-ly pic of sawyer instead....
so went to wellard, which is where dad has bought land to build a house for "investment purposes" as he put it. was not terribly exciting, but satisfying to think we owned a soddy area of wet sand. sure it was. i will only appreciate it when the results of these "investment purposes" start to show. wat else....was my grandma's 51st anniversary today, so rang her. as usual, felt like an idiot speaking in hindi, bcoz i suck at it (is it sad i know french better than hindi? i think so) but i can't remember what i said, but it made her laugh so much, i felt like crying. lately have been thinking a lot about leaving everything, just gettting away, and really wanting to see distant family members, but its a sharp shock when u realise there are still six or so months to go until we can have that freedom. i really don't want to go to school tomorrow, but yea, the sooner it starts the sooner it finishes....i can't think of any other constructive things to say, apart from i should start getting ready for the umat now, its in 2 months i think. grrr. damn er for making me feel slightly interested. i am not a logical person, therefore from this test the conclusion would be that i have 0 aptitude. ah well, i'll just gaze at this lover-ly pic of sawyer instead....