I hate Subjects
I just relapsed on Percoset like a week ago and took it for like 5 days straight. Then I felt like dying. FUCK pain, FUCK doctors they don't know shit about this disease. I will endure as much hurting as i need to. I ain't got the endurance. I'm lost. I don't know if I have another bottom to spare.
Life is not a game
Many of my friends die
My main object WAS fame
but now i just wanna be alive
confusion is a must
if i knew everything it'd be boring
my brain would sit and rust
Lindsay and Alchoholism wouldn't be warring
it's mildly entertaining
that's right im pretty sik
to see which one is fading
and who is gonna win
sometimes it's hard to speak my mind
I don't know how to tell
so i just put it in a rhyme
and sing it to myself
Life is not a game
Many of my friends die
My main object WAS fame
but now i just wanna be alive
confusion is a must
if i knew everything it'd be boring
my brain would sit and rust
Lindsay and Alchoholism wouldn't be warring
it's mildly entertaining
that's right im pretty sik
to see which one is fading
and who is gonna win
sometimes it's hard to speak my mind
I don't know how to tell
so i just put it in a rhyme
and sing it to myself