Valentine's Day in my Heart Everyday of your life.

May 20, 2004 19:34

Today I has gotten in trouble at school because since i told of f that bitch Tammy for waring 2 much make up .lol. ;-)

Getting grounded is soooooo stupid and my dad is yell ing at me wright now so i had better get off of the computer. I begged to my parents and jesus for a cell phone so i guess i will have one soon and you guyz can call me and we can go to flood for the seven oclock show because i haive to be @ home on sundays nights early for mom'z food even though I ate copious amounts of in and out burger fries and a burger before going home. i tell mom that i wont eat her damnable food because I am on " a diet" and so she will be proud. Grey_Wolf is purring like mad too so I had better go and feed him but evan though my dad is yelling at me right in my face i am goin G TO WRITE A POEM FOR YOU PEOPLE.

so i skipped home
from billy's house one day
sipping a citrus soda
and smelling a summer nosegay
then i cried and tried to cut myself
oh when will this darkness in my life subside and leave me as a cretin upon the shores of despair's doubtful shores?

then i tried and hugged myself for fashion
and took a swim in my swimming pool eyes
with no deep end at all
i am bleeding from the razor line's designs upon my arms and tortured brow
Choke Me Out, I'll show you how
Drown the Doubt, Fuck me now
Take my life and soul to sit in the back seat
Of a Suicide Cycle pounding pistons - the midnight beat
Emo Girl, Scene-ster Creep
Shave his chest, cut back on sleep
couldn't i cut the fat, dry what I weep
or say "hit the road" to Mr. Night Toad
yet the whip cracks on all the backs
of the saints i've sent to limbo
in the end all that is shown, of this emo kid
and the seedz that she has sewn
are two faced scene pigs who eat what I've grown
at Jilbertos.

Hug me,
Chalky
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