Nov 01, 2005 19:46
me: waiojhisuthskjthk jh.
ryan: i hear ya.
ryan: and i thought my grandma of all people would have understood my dilema.
me: i guess when life takes turns, you just gotta accept it.
me: but dag
ryan: i know.
ryan: you just have to lean into the turns.
ryan: but sometimes, i just don't wanna lean, elena.
me: thats what im saying!
ryan: i love me some leaning, but dag.
me: go againts the current, dont lean!
me: enough is enough, nawmean.
me: true. true.
well, we dont make sense, and i like it.
Things have been good sort of, friday i went to beck and got asked to homecoming at red mountain. saturday i played one of my best soccer games, and arrived at syds house only to find jeremy in his car in little shorts. his " tennis attire". then we had the halloween party, and then we went to alex's house and hung out there for a while. and then on sunday... i learned that i dont fit into anything. monday i got really sick with the stomach flu and went home. and then came back for soccer try outs and got even more sick. so today i didnt go to school. but i still went to soccer try outs. im so discouraged. because ive been sick i havent been playing my best in try outs, and im really nervous. im hoping tomorrow ill do better.
ON HALLOWEEEEN
i was sick... so of course i ate ice cream, which made me really sick.
so i went to bed at 9.
and then i woke up at 9:17 to find sydney in my bed with a bowl of candy, a magazine, soup and crackers.
j-meat came too... and he was nice to me because i was sick. it was our first time not fighting with come backs. it made my day, lemme tell you that.
i miss amanda. she needs to quit marching band.