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Bad News:
apparently
there are three types of boys.
those who hook up
those who play games
those who date you
and im really really good and screwing myself over, and choosing the first two.
im almost positive that im not capable of getting the third type of boy.
okay, im positive.
things have been so... so
hard lately.and its worse when
you feel like you have nothing
to fall back on. im so exhausted from
thinking things through.
the truth is, my patience has been tested...
and ive snapped.
im sorry if lately i have been rude to you,
or said something nasty. and my apology is
sincere. i dont mean half the things i say, i
just defend myself that way lately.
please dont take it to heart.
Good News:
No matter how much my LJ entries are all
SDJGHKSUYTI8SEHTKSJGH, its not really
me all the time. i am one of the happiest people
you will meet. even if i complain, i probably
love the thing im complaining about. i just
have my moments, and they tend to come out
in this LJ.
im not psycho, im quite sane.
however, i do believe my spanish teacher
called me stupid. but thats just because
she likes to hurt my feelings, hoping that somehow
that might make me rip the pages out faster in my
workbook. nooottt happening hunnie.
i wonder if you guys even take me seriously.
id kill to hear your thoughts with my entries
hahaha : )