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[choke_it_down]

 Aaron, i totally could have loved you and shown you amazing things if you wouldnt have a been a pussy!!! damn you. im not being selfish, your kids dont need another mom, they have one that works just fine. all i had to be was the chick their dad dates. your kids are amazing too. im glad we didnt get too attached (we being me and the kids) . i would have done just about anything for you or your kids, and i think you knew that, it most def gets me wondering why the fuck you just dropped me like a bad habit. bah whatever man. oh! and if you arnt going to answer me when i try to get ahold of you, dont try to get ahold of me. i can play that game too baby. fuck your good morning kisses, and your goodnight kisses, and your goodbye kisses. i hope someone took the key to your house last time i left it under your mat leaving in the morning after i fixed your lunch for work and smoked with you before you left and kissed you goodbye then went back to bed in your sweatshirt. i should have stolen that hoodie like i wanted to n the first place. i still have your t shirt. and when i get home im going to burn it, just because i can still smell you on it. :[[[ im gonna go drink somemore and listen to amanda talk n her sleep ha that should cheer me up :]

apparently, tonight is sarahs hate all males night. its cause im drunk usually i either LOOOVE men or really really really hate them when im drunk. ha funny how that works.