june 22nd 2008....what a day
so i spent the night at....a friends.... house last night. i should have known not to though lol. i knew we would have sex,and i was excited about it because i mean really...i wanted just as bad if not worse than him haha. but damn dude, that shit does not make you feel warm ad fuzzy the next day. it does at first like leading up to the sex part when theres all kinds of touching a feeling and all the really nice ego boosting shit he says, and during is QUITE amazing, then right after when hes kissing my arms and shoulders and lays his head on my chest then falling asleep all cuddley and shit. but let me tell you! if you have any sort of emotional attraction to a falla and all he wants to do is bone, DONT DO IT! unless of course you have a heart of steel, which i used to have so i dont know WHAT the FUCK happened with that! anyways im rambeling. what im trying to say is no matter how much i try to make myself THINK im ok with being his booty call, im really not. and thats the sucky part.....cuz the sex is really amazing....damnit.