scared of not starightening things out
scared of trying to hard
scared of not being enough
scared of wasting time
scared of tomorrow, and the day after
Afriad of losing everything...

/.Shit./

just made smothies with kristen
were bored so im writing in this..and shes cleaning her room.
cant wait for school to start, im excited for it!
call us if you want ot hang out

Hmm..Havent written in this in like a year.
Kristen just left so im playing snood.
nothing better to do.
i think im going to rent movies, have a movie night,curl up ina blanket and sit in front of the t.v all night.hmm sounds good.
if anyone would like to join me in this festive night just call.
but first i must clean my room.
Rachel

were going on krissy's boat!! woo!!!
i love summer!

haven't written in awhile...
had a basketball tournament today, we lost the first and won the second game, it was ok i guess...
today is going to be boring cause i have nothing to do, i plan on playing video games.
i want spring break to come faster!!
dayna if you read this call me

hmm...alot of things have changed in the past like 2 weeks, alot of people too, and i dont know how to react to it.
had a good talk with dayna, thank you so much! your always there for me!
cant wait till break..i might be going up north with dayna...
i cant wait for track to start..
Rachel

I hope this weeks goes better then the last one.
i hate how people take things to seriously,there all faggets.
sleeping for the rest of my life sounds great right now
i need someone to vent to...
Rachel

Math can suck my balls!
i need this weekend to come faster, so i can sleep th whole time!
played the sims game almost all afternoon, i have no life...
not wanting to go to practice tomorrow, i just want to chill with my friends, to bad that wont happen.
i miss you...
Rachel

im sick of school, i hate learning!
people are gay...
i feel left out of everything,
cant wait till this weekend..grand Rapids!!!

theres a weight in your eyes that i cant admit
everybody ends up here in bottles
but the name tags the last thing that you wanted
as the world explaods we fall out of it
but we cant let go because this will not go away

i hate the word wish...