what kind of person out of nowhere kicks you out and tells you they need space..but that they want to work it out. over and over. despite all your suspisions. even after confronting them, tell you they want to work it out they just need space. changes their "status" back to "in a relationship" and tells you its because they want to work it out. ( Read more... )

I'm so NOT ok with this... I think part of me died inside.

When you give someone the power to break you, and they do, how do you ever trust again?

My life be like Ooh Ahhhhh

i feel like my youth is evaporating way too fast for me to keep up with.

i don't know how i feel about this adult thing.

so currently:

International Studies with a concentration in Art and Culture and a minor in French

I'm getting really excited for this.

I can't believe how much life I have already lived.

I feel like I have already done so many things. But I'm still so young. And life just keeps feeling shorter and shorter.

I also feel like youth is slipping away from me. and I would rather summer just last a few more months.

i'm coming homeeeee

flight at 8:10 tomorrow morning
arrive in portland at 11:50 in the morning saturday

there are no possible words to describe how i feel right now
i'm SO EXCITED
(although i'm not sure i believe it yet)

-Start horseback riding (my host sister has a horse and rides)
i only did this once because my host mom was sooo nervous about me touching the horse

-Kayak/Sail, they have a lake near by with that sort of thing
kayaked once at a rotary thing

-ride in a smart car
lol. such stereotypes we have of europeans. they have less smart cars than we do ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'll have the strength to get on that airplane ( Read more... )