It's over
That's it...it's over...he's gone. Once again I have managed to push the person I love the most away from me. I've done it with my best friends, my teachers, boyfriends, girlfriends, and even my family. I really am all alone. I hate the person that I am. Why can't I just be normal and content? No I always have to ask for more and more because I just think that's the way it should be. I don't deserve anything. I don't even deserve this life that I'm living that I'm just waisting away. So many people in other parts of the world, or even in this country here in my home town would love to have the opportunities and talents I have and I don't care I just throw everything away. I don't know who I am anymore.
~Mel
~Mel